Moments of Life

2009-12-31T23:55:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!

I've MOVED!

Check out http://tancytan.wordpress.com :D

May all of you have a great year ahead! Smile!!

2009-12-31T21:34:00.005+08:00

This is my 3rd post consecutively. I shall now conclude on my resolutions!

My resolutions for 2009. Let's see if I had them fulfilled

*~~good health for everyone~~
Definitely fulfilled! All my family members lived healthily for the whole year :D

*~~family member's career to go smoothly~~
Yes! There wasn't any retrenchment! haha

*~~bro to get a gf~~
I think he got one but ended within months/weeks?

*~~friends keep in contact~~
definitely! I've been planning lots of meet up with my frens!

*good Alevel results!
I dont think that's good enough, merely average.

*~~good working environment, good colleagues to guide me~~
Definitely!

*~~able to get into e course i want~~
Yes! I got into accountancy. :D

*be more outspoken!
Failed terribly lOL there's still room for improvements hahaha

I wonder why I can't undo the italics lOl forget it :D

Resolutions for 2010!!
- Speak up more in class!!
- Be more hardworking and work towards GPA of at least 3.3.
- Initiate and keep the conversation going with friends
- Read more newspapers
- Good health for my family and friends as usual
- Slim down to 50/ Exercise at least once a week/in 2 weeks.
- Be a little active in soka
- Be able to find a job/ intern during summer break
- Save enough money to go overseas trip with family and friends(if possible)
- Complete my 80 hours of CIP (16hours remaining)
- Be a camwhore/ or at least be more daring to take more photos :D
- Help my tuitee to excel in her maths, a high A
- Better dressing sense (but it comes together with $$)
- Better time management (definitely!)
- Be more optimistic!

That's all that I can think of. Will add it in before 12am if I happen to think of any.

2009-12-31T20:28:00.006+08:00

Recap of YEAR 2009! The last year for the decade.

The year started off with my first time working!! Actually I had quite a lot of first time this year hahah

Yes, so I was talking about my first job, being a telemarketer. Despite so much discouragements from my parents, I actually headed to work. I rmb the times where I take 176 all the way to the end stop - bus interchange. I take an hour of bus ride to reach my workplace everyday. I really dunno how I manage to tahan the bus ride but I know I was sleeping throughout with my comfortable jacket to protect me from the super strong aircon everyday :D

First time working, it was so different from what I have imagined. A workplace as small as a room in the house with only 3 colleagues. Everyone took one role and a corner. Lunch time was a little awkward with all the waitings. But I'm really thankful I had a really nice boss and he's a nice daddy :D

Telemarketing was quite ok overall, cos my main task is only to introduce the IT product to the IT managers and arrange meetings and not really asking them to buy etc. I have a laptop for myself and I can do what I want whenever they're not around hahaha my colleague has a brotherly feeling hahaha

Then I changed job after 3 months and went to my sis's place to work @ SONY. I was in the same dept but different sub department as her. But as times goes by, since I have nothing to do, I went to help out her side and learnt excel stuffs which was definitely useful. I met wonderful colleagues who are good sisters and good mothers. :D

However, towards the end, I was kind of guilty cos I kept taking leave off to do CIP and Orientation. I only ended my job end of july. That marks the journey of my 8 months holiday inclusive of 7 months of working

I been always thinking of working since im young. I use to like being a secretary. It's like so cool. Help ppl to arrange schedule etc. As seen from tv dramas. I heart office work. That may be the reason why i choose to do office work during my holidays and as my future career haha

Then, its the start of uni life. I totally love ASOC camp. There was nothing gruesome, and every activity tests the bonding. But the activities were a little tiring and I just want to sleep at night :/ Really regretted that I didnt really replenish my slp before the camp.

Then it came the freshman teambuilding camp. I wasnt really bonded to them. I didnt manage to see anyone of them in my modules. Maybe that explains the reason why I stopped contacting with them when school reopens.

Year1sem 1 was quite fun. I like leadership and teambuilding. I like creative thinking. I heart the lessons cos its was really relaxing. Frankly speaking, i have nothing to pick on about my sem1 life. :D Although, the start of uni was a little hard to adapt, but as time goes, i think I can. Its a matter of whether I want it or not.

Frankly speaking, I enjoy the process of presentation. I like the team spirit thingy :D I love all my teammates :D made great friends along the way.

I was a little sad that everything starts all over again when sch started last sem. Eversince from keming, I got separated from my bestie wanfong cos our PSLE score difference was about 6points? and so we didnt manage to get into BBSS together. So I was kind of alone but thankfully class 1D has a couple of keming ppl like ziming, messiah and made good friends with zy and jh cos previously we were of different cliques haha

Then came, sajc. Im the only fuhua in SA. it was like a brand new start for me. An english speaking environment, meet with rich kids, smart people and ppl from single sex schools. I was thankful that I was in SACO, which I had made lots of frens. Like what liting said, it was the best time we had in sajc. We meet up together every morning for flag raising, had cca together till late night. All the train trip home together. Hearts them.

And I came to SMU, alone to accountancy. Although 2 of my classmates were also in SMU, but we were in different courses and there's only carol and valerie whom I know from fuhua in that school. Then no one else is there. I hardly meet up with ber in sch. I haven't seen xx for the entire sem. That explains why I'm so alone. But luckily met a big group of frens from ASOC camp. :D

I can say that Im totally independent now after being thrown to different places alone. Haha that may be the reason why I prefer eating at home than in school :D

Also, I joined cca alone as well. I was in violin beginners classes and just recently, my conductor asked me to join the performance wing to play the cello. I dont really clique well with the ensemble. Feel kind of inferior (again) That pessimistic mind of mine is back again. :/

For the whole decade, I really treasure every moment with my friends although I seldom speak up much. And, I really appreciated that all of you still continue to ask me out although Im not a good companion at times.

I love all of you! :D ccc, saco, s05, wanfong & my family members!

And to all of you of there, thank you all for being a loyal reader of my blog all these while :D

2009-12-31T20:23:00.003+08:00

I've been tidying up my room for the whole aftnn and I'm done!! Mum bought a drawer for us to put clothes, and it causes some shift in the furnitures so have to vacuum and tidy up. I'm a person who likes things to be neat and tidy. But living together with a dirty sister makes my room so messy. and I REFUSE to help her clean up cos it's her job not mine! She will always take it for granted. My mom is the one who always helps her to clean up her desk. She ought to do some work herself being an adult like 2-3 years ago lol

Yah, so I was cleaning and guess what she was doing? She's using my comp to play bejeweled in facebook, trying to compete with my bro. Lousy her, she played 50 games to break score while I only took less than 10 games to do it :P

Sometimes, it really depends on luck lol

Oh yes, before cleaning up, I actually took out my stats lecture notes in jc to revise. It got so boring that I almost fell aslp. Cos my GC no more batt, cant have hands on activity to recap on how to press :/ ahha

2009-12-31T00:50:00.002+08:00

Hello :D :D

I'm left with 5 more post. hahaa i'm trying to tidy my table before I sleep so that tomorrow I can start real work = start reading the readings that prof gave + revise on the use of GC. At least I must accomplish something before the year ends.

I shall be at home tomorrow to be a good gal, tidy up room, study and get the momentum back! haha

Some random pics to show you all while im packing up my next sem file. haha Name tents!

All these are free! smu requires students to put on their name tents during all lessons so the prof can call names or notice ur name when u class part hahha. I got the black one from a LTB group who is promoting the use of the font with holes to save inks haha Be environment friendly. While the bottom one shows the one that the school gave during matriculation :D

there's 2 sides to it. And, different schs have different designs. I prefer business's one cos its Black in colour and the font is really loud lOl but overall, accountancy's one is professional and clean :D

Oh yes, during this holiday, I finally have the time to protect my laptop lOL. My sis actually intended to buy me the skin for my laptop @ the shop at plaza sing but its so expensive and not worth it. So we actually went to popular to buy this. Cheapthrills LOL 12 bucks only and its cute! haha although the season will be like a little out next year, its still cute!

I actually cut away the leftovers to paste it inside as shown below as thats the place where my palm rests and may have a ugly marking overtime. So i should paste something to protect it and tada!
Quite random. LOL

I'm getting a little tired. I shall blog about what I did today, tomorrow :D See you readers again. Oh yes, new year resolution too! haha

2009-12-29T17:04:00.002+08:00

I need 6 more post to reach 500 LOL Hopefully I can :/

This year is coming to an end. Shall write a list of resolutions soon but not now.

This is the last week of holidays I'm gonna have. I'll miss you (holidays). Hopefully next sem will be a good sem. I have formed my BGS module group alr. Did I mentioned before? My friend is a potential A+ student. He said he wanna form a A+ group. Ppl who do their work. So he asked me in. I was kind of happy but yet afraid I'll pull him down. I'm not class part type & QnA may die sometimes :P Hopefully I'm not the 老鼠屎 haha.

Oh ya, ytd went clementi with parents to buy new fish fish. Now the fish tank has 9 more fish! We actually helped to end the live of 2 fishes cos they swim upside down while the other dont eat at all. So now, the tank has 12 healthy fishes! Hopefully it last. :D

Nothing much to blog. haha 3 more days to new year! I still haven revise my stats yet :/

2009-12-28T00:07:00.002+08:00

Hello! :D

Now I know, there's ppl who read my blog! Tag something so I know I'm not alone haha

Christmas was nothing special. But we end it in a very special way :D It's the first time I go for a midnight movie!! Of cos, mom wouldnt allow unless I go with my sister. So we actually went out of house at ard 11.40pm and walked over to westmall for Sherlock Holmes! I was deciding between Sherlock or Chipmunks. I asked hj & rj what movie we're gonna watch next outing. Rj told me sherlock and hj told me chipmunks cos he caught sherlock already! Always so fast haha. So since he watched sherlock already, I shall watch with my sis -Sherlock! :D

It was a great movie! Really nice. I like the way he look into the details of things :D Friends, you all should watch too!

What I like more was the feeling of watching Midnight movie. I was kind of surprised. We meet ppl who were in a rush as well (otw to westmall) and holding jackets hahaha They wore as if they're at home. So cool. I was kind of excited haha Then, when we reached the cinema, the popcorn counter was in long queue! No wonder westmall has so many midnight timings than JP and Lot1. We were actually deciding between 11.50pm or 2.15am movie. Initially we wanted to watch Absolute Boyfriend movie on Channel U before catching Sherlock. But I think by the time i finish watching Absolute, I'll be quite tired. I actually gave up watching it online last time after 1-2 parts cos it was quite boring. But many said that the ending was really touching. Maybe I should watch after next sem :D

So we were out from the cinema after the movie and we found someone like walking the same route as us home. It's a 40+ uncle? At first I thought he's a like 20+ guy. Cos I didnt really turn back to look. My sis did and she got so damn paranoid and started walking faster. There's 2 honest looking malay guys walking in front of us so I wasnt really that scared. Then when we were reaching home, we need to walk up from the bustop, the uncle behind us also followed us and my sis suddenly stopped and grabb my hands. Then the uncle walked in front of us and we slow down our speed so that the uncle can faster go away.

I wasnt feeling anything seriously. My sis was the one who was panicking. LOL she was saying I should be cautious. But I told her, if u panick, you are telling the uncle that you're a weak target. haha And she told me I should have turn my head to look at that uncle, but I was like thinking, to hear the footsteps and looking via the corner of the eye so its not so obvious, would be better. Maybe I was wrong. My mom say I should have turned fully and look so that the uncle would be recognized if anything really happens and also, the uncle will also know that u realised he's following u haha

A lesson learnt :D But midnight movie was a good experience. We walked in the mall as if we were in a camp. haha cos everyone wore so casual. Treating the mall like their house hehe

Slept at 3am and woke up at 10am the next day. I wonder why Im like not as punctual as last time now haha. I was rushing away to meet ABY(aaron, ben, yg) cos of the stupid movie timing. I was deciding between cineleisure and suntec. Cineleisure's cineplex is really small until kelian. Its the 7th floor one. Total there's only approx 70+ seats. And almost half of it is booked alr.

Having no credit card, tried asking the others to book but no one can except yg. Abit paiseh to ask her since we're celebrating her birthday haha. But in the end, since she offered, troubled her in the end. I wanted to go westmall to try buying suntec's tix but the queue was like super long, out of the cinema. So I had to call yg to book Kallang Leisure park's cos she could not access to cathay's ticketing system (high traffic). It was bad. The shuttle bus at kallang mrt was damn long. And it was raining.

Had a good time listening to them about Taiwan! I also wanna go. Maybe not with family but with sister or friends haha Received a really nice Cello necklace :D Wore it today ahhaa

We watched 刺陵. I dunno is it becos of the aftermath of the midnight movie I had the previous night or what, I actually fell aslp during the beginning. Zeng Zhi Wei's character was abit rubbish. The action pack was not really that fantastic and longlasting. Climax was not there. Movie was too short. Trying to be lame but unsuccessful. :P

Despite bad movie, the companions were great! took 4 photos at the leisure park christmas tree made of balloons. hahaa I agree that we're taking too much formal photos & many are of similar postures ahhaha lets be more cre8tive next time :D

Then I rushed off to vivo to meet CCC at marche. Had the marche fruit cake. It was really nice & sweet :D cost $4.50 though. I didnt ate anything else cos I was a little too full.

Then went challenger to get thumbdrive as my exchange gift for today's sony gathering which I will elaborate later.

We headed to St James Powerhouse aft tt, we successfully persuaded f to buy a shoe since her hiavannas is the one that is detering her to go. We walked over via the cinema side bridge, there's ppl smoking, ppl with tattoos, ppl wearing heels, ppl with ahbeng hairstyles. All kind of ppl. LOL I was thinking, maybe my attire was alittle out. I looked quite decent :P

I had mixed feelings. LOL I was trying to memorise the way back (so that I can leave early by myself later) and was a little afraid that some drunkards would be stationed around the place etc yet I'm interested to know how does it look like inside. Maybe tv and parents have been giving me a very bad impression of clubs :P The aircon was damn cold. But I heard when u get into the dancefloor, you'll be hot by then haha

We meet up with j's frens and introduced using our angmoh names LOL like im tancy, jh is nick, ps is jocean haha it's like a fake identity for me, just like how I was using that as my name in games when introducing haha

There's queues for guest, members and non members. Guest are for ppl's fren who bought a bottle of liquor? haha We queue for that and unluckily, we were stopped as jh was wearing
bermudas. Then we got j's fren to buy a jeans for jh. We waited damn long and the queue was getting longer and longer and the entrance is getting more and more crowded. So it was about time (11pm) that I should leave. So in the end I didnt managed to enter, but I stood outside the entrance for more than an hour to observe the people hahhaa. Jh & f walked me to the bus interchange :D Thanks pals! And home sweet home!

I saw someone like the uncle I saw the night before (i think he alighted at the same bustop & sat on the same bus as me) thats terrifying. I purposely walked slower and took the other route home :D

And today, had tuition! My tuitee was kind enough to buy me stuffs from msia (cos she just got back from msia). I feel quite meaningless these few lessons as I've been bombarding her with papers to do. Her exams are over but why is she doing that? Cos i feel that her basics are not that good although she got an 81/100 which was really satisfying for me :D I still love maths :D

I got her a christmas present as well, from marks and spencer :D

Then sis & I had aerobics at CC. It was not tiring. But strenous on the arms. We had to do pushups which I sucked at it cos my arms dont bent really well! Cant support my whole body weight. hahaha We are halfway through the course :D

Went home, wanted to read newspapers but no time. Headed off to jurong safra for bbq/post christmas celebration. I was invited to go by my sis/ex-colleagues from SONY :D They're wonderful ppl. Food was great but I'm like taitai, nothing to do. Really wanted to help out. Helped to fan the charcoal. Now charcoal technology improved! You can heat up the charcoal without a firestarter hahaha! Just use the lighter to light up the charcoal. Cool right! but traditional charcoal last longer :D

Exchanged gifts and I got a pierre cardin pen! i gave it to my daddy instead. I think he needs this pen more than I do :D

Alright, I'm tired. Slping now! Gdnite readers! :D

2009-12-24T22:17:00.003+08:00

Some photos to share on my strings concert!

Here's the beginners level violinist. There should be 24 students but only 7 turned up with only 6 ppl playing The beginners were split into classes of 8. Apparently, my class there's only me and ausgustine. So we took a photo with Lester, our conductor/instructor haha.

Here's e photo of our marche brunch for hj bdae

Daddy drove me to sch to bring the cello home today! Love daddy! hahaha Now my house has sufficient instruments to form an orchestra already. We have cello, violin, piano and a guitar at home LOL and harmonica if someone knows how to play hahha! Cool, I shall take a pic of the violin family soon!

ccc asked me to go st james this sat. Tried asking mum if I could go. She said why always want to go clubbing? Although I havent went once, she's not really happy though cos my sis being elder than me haven't been inside before also haha. The 2 main reason why they didnt like it could be because of danger(of getting drunk or spike) and no transport home! haha Mum is the one who will have a place for negotiation. But once the news spread to daddy, it will be a straight nono LOL since ccc is gng in early, I dont mind going in and leaving early to catch e last bus hahha. At least i get to experience sth! haha But i guess it will be super crowded that day :/

Received a christmas card from zy. That's very nice of you :D Really appreciated it! Merry Christmas!

I'm playing restaurant city now. Too bored. I think I need to start planning how to spend next week since its e last week before sch starts! Really have to start studying alr, if not I'll die like last sem.

2009-12-23T22:31:00.002+08:00

Hello!! I'm back! haha Not as if I came back from overseas :/ how i wish I could :(

I'm using my bro's laptop now. My sis is occupying my whole laptop for herself cos she's making keychains for her colleagues.

Raffles city was crowded! Especially Crabtree & evelyn the queue was outside the shop :/ and suay suay my sis's To Buy List includes that shop.

I had to carry 2 textbooks home + all the christmas shoppings. Damn heavy. But I managed to get home! haha Initially wanted to bring cello home. But have to do the christmas shopping. luckily, I managed to get a taxi claim from sis for tml, cos im gonna go sch just to bring home the cello. Should I take mrt? But tml is christmas eve!! It will be damn crowded esp the MRT. Aww.. my christmas gift is to have a cello to spend the day with me.

Today's practice was.... erm.. all cello's fault? Maybe we had full strength so the conductor picks on us. He's a really nice person. Maybe we disappoint him :( I went an hour earlier to practice on the pieces since I dont own a Cello at home. I was suprised that the ensemble became so small today. haha Many were late. I was surprised as well. The other cellist came today! Her cello is another exp one. Hard cover, like a luggage. Envy. I asked my other senior how much was it and she told me she bought hers for 8k!! That's really a lot of money!! She say ok la. :/ I don't even bear to fork out 1k to buy a cello. Thats the diff between ppl taking grades and ppl not :/

Like I was saying, I should be updating about my life for the past weeks!

Let's have a brief summary
last sun- Went Bugis with parents to shop for clothes and also partly becos OG got sales. But we didnt manage to buy any stuffs there, instead we went over to BHG lol Our family is departmental store customers. Cos there's a department suitable for every family member so no one will be bored + the fitting room is always not full and free to try without anyone staring at you :D

Mon- SACO outing. Blogged before

Tues-Violin rehearsal. Finally meet up with violinist from other beginners classes.

Wed - KBOX with Wanfong! It was lovely and sinful also because of the amount of food we ate. I seriously think I have quite a no. of songs unsung lOl

Thurs- went with parents to Outram Park then Chinatown then Clark Quay to buy some necessicities

Fri- 1st String Ensemble Practice (Performance wing)

Sat- Bdae Celebration for HJ. We meet michelle and Rei(with his gf)! haha & AVATAR! Cool!

Sun-Went uncles house for gathering. Looking at the pics they took at Hokkaido. Envy. When will my turn come? Snow Snow Snow! Had dinner at Toa Payoh Area and went to J8 to shop ard. Bought presentable sandals. Like Finally! But exp though :/ I shall put it to good use by wearing it to school everyday hahahha!

Mon - I ponned my violin rehearsals LOL and I completed my Gossip Girl Season 2 :D :D But GG is really very gossipy. Its revolving around B gets together with N, then break up and get together with C ; S was attached and broke up with D like more than 3 times, V gets together with N when B is not with N. The relationship thingy gets really complicated and meaningless the more I watch the show. So Shall have a break before watching the 3rd season. Will watch it after sem 2 :D I'm a good student! haha Had a great dinner, with nice and sinful food. I'm definitely going to get fat.

Tues-had violin concert for the eduational wing! haha There was indeed "alot" of audience hahaha took a pic with conductor! Happy! The photos are at facebk :D I can't believe I can still wear my sec 4 prom dress. And it's like a little oversized = I slimmed down? Cannot be. My weight is showing the opposite lOl

Wed- which is today, I have done enough ramblings. LOL Have a gre8 day tonight and I shall update till it reaches 500 posts hahhaha

2009-12-23T10:16:00.002+08:00

Cool! My blog is approaching it's 500th post soon! haha

I'll be gng for strings practice later. Kind of sianz. But, since I've already told them I'll be in, I shall be committed till Jan. Hopefully they wont ask be to play again. Caroline managed to get away after taking part in the last concert haha I shall be like her :P

I'm seriously very 宅. Feel like staying at home to rest after a series of going out which started since last sunday?

I'm gonna run errand for my sis after the practice to help her buy presents for christmas cos she's too lazy to go out as her co. is so near home LOL Shall grab some exchange gifts as well. Look forward to tomorrow and christmas! haha cos tml I finally can stay at home whole day! Pls don't tell me that there will be practice. :X

Shall continue to blog when Im home! I should have a lot to blog about since I'm out so often. hahaha

2009-12-22T12:46:00.002+08:00

Let me post the videos to allow easy practising of the cello pieces! haha

2009-12-20T12:12:00.002+08:00

went for cello practice on fri. It was definitely intensive. I heard the ensemble played. It's WOW! Everyone sounds like a key player. Everyone has the ability to play solos! Envy.

While I get stucked down and get shocked at the scores. Strings' scores and CO's scores are so damn different. The most difficult thing was Speed Sight Readings! I really hope I'm as good as them but I can't. I may be the most experienced (becos Im with cello for 6 years) but the environment is so different. Due to the small ensemble, everyone has their own individual parts to play and there's no one to cover you. Everyone play different parts. :( Lucky the scores there's only 2 majors- G and B flat Major. But B flat major is enough to kill me. You'll have to sight read fast, count the beats properly, take note of which notes are flat and make sure you're in tune cos the cello has no markings at all! The fingerings change so often and you'll never catch up especially when the speed of the song is Allegro. :/

I would recommend ppl to join strings ensemble if you really wanna refine ur skills. I like the dynamic of strings. But bowing is a really big prob cos the whole strings have to have the same bowing especially for long notes.

I had sectionals from 2-5pm but I self-practiced till 6pm, went for dinner with them and had combine practice from 7.30 - 10.30om. Its insanity. I reached home at 1130pm. I was so shag. I really doubt my ability. Whether I can really be part of the strings plus I don't have cello at home to practice. How can I practice? And next sem's workload is gonna overwhelm me once again.

Im thinking if i really made the right choice of saying Ok to lester (my strings instructor) to join the ensemble. Saying ok = being committed until 27Jan. twice a week, 730-1030pm. RAWR!

Anw, went marche ytd to celebrate hj's bday. Is a celebration called a celebration without a cake? Hopefully he wont mind haha. Avatar was really nice! You all should go watch! :D

2009-12-17T22:04:00.002+08:00

Hello! As usual, nothing productive, but something meaningful :D

Meet up with wanfong after super duper long. Our last out was like sec4! It was slightly awkward in the beginning(cos there's so much things to talk abt but don't know how to start) but things went fine after that. I'm a 慢热 person haha. Anw, we went clementi kbox! didnt expect it to be so full. I still think kstudent is the most worth it - sides+finger food+drinks. haha I think its our 2nd time out at kbox if im not wrong. We have so many songs to sing that I didnt even sing JJ's song at all! Kbox was kind of lame. The person just came in and ask if we wanna take a photo. Then we reluctantly said yes. After that, he ask, how many photos do u all wanna buy? $2 each and u get to extend ur k session by an hour :/ so diao. We didn't buy any haha!

Then we headed to sumo sth to have our dinner. It was really cheap! Didnt have sth so cheap before. A udon set + freeflow of greentea for 4.90? Soup was nice but udon can be improved haha.

Then we headed to cityvibe to walk one round and headed back to bb for shaker fries haha. Totally love it. :D:D chat a little and headed home after that! had an enjoyable day & catching up!

While today, went out with dad and mom to chinatown to exchange back their Renmingbi & buy some stuffs :D Was tiring, but at least not stuck at home :D

Sometimes I really wonder why did I say ok in the first place. Things are getting weird :/

Gonna have strings practice tml. they just called so impromptu. :/ hopefully my cello skills are not rusty haha

2009-12-15T00:19:00.004+08:00

Hoho! suddenly have the urge to blog. hahaha daddy was super cute just now. He called home just to check if im home cos he thought the day was today LOL

anw went for SACO outing. Its been soooo long since we last meet up. 1-2 years i suppsoe haha. Most of the attendees are from nan hua hahaha. The attendence was not too bad. 16 ppl! haha we sat in shokudo ffrom 715- 10pm i think haha. I had curry rice. Really nice hahha.

Wearing blazers seems to be the in-thing now. hope to get one soon, a formal one for presentations. haha

smu is a really small school... can't meet much familar faces in school + i'm always the odd one out. As such, can't really complain much during gatherings cos they hardly experience it would not know exactly how its like haha I've always been asked - how's school. The same type of ans I would give is to shake head, say that its bad. very busy, a lot of projects. Maybe someone can teach me how to further elaborate? haha

my tuition resumed! :D That means money is gonna flow in after 4 weeks. Holiday is really splurging. I will definitely spend at least 20 dollars if it includes a meal, each time I go out. And, Im not renewing my concession this month, cos I dont think it is worth it since half of the holiday I'll be at home slacking :D haha

Still think that I need to start doing something productive. I started buying my textbooks alr. still left with 1 more! Statistics for managers using microsoft excel. I'm waiting for cheap deals. Currently cheapest is at 20 dollars but the seller said that the cover page was torn and pasted back with scotch tape + the CD rom was a duplicate. hahaha should I pay $20 for this? or should I pay $40 for everything that looks new?

Weekly aerobics lesson was fun. Although its the same few steps. Its tiring, but not as tired compared to the first lesson. haha my arms are aching :X And therefore, when I practice my violin, it aches too. So cooolll, we're gonna have a graduation ceremony upon completion of the beginners violin course on the 22nd! :D Gonna have a small orchestra performance. :D Look forward to experience string ensemble! haha

To be honest, i'm still reflecting on my grades. The grading system sucks. B used to be an acceptable grade! In primary sch, we have A*(91 above), A(80above? I forgot), B, C and so on. In sec sch, we have A1(75 above), A2, B3(65 above), B4. In JC, we have A(70 above), B(60 above), C(55 above). Now in uni, we have A+(86above),A(83-85),A-(80-82),B+(77-79),B(74-76),B-(70-73) and so on...

Seems like JC is the easiest to get an A compared to others. I used to be really satisfied to get a B(especially in JC). But now in uni, getting a B range(70-79) is like getting an A in JC. Although the marks shows a better quality of a B, but the B has little value! It only worth GPA of 3.3 for B+, 3 for B, 2.7 for B-. In order to really get a good GPA - which is classified as summa cum laude (3.8 and above), magna cum laude (3.6 and above) , cum laude(3.4 and above) ,high merit (3.2 and above) , merit (3 above), you will have to get nothing less that a B and more of grades above B. In order to get into dean's list, you will have to get a gpa of 3.7. I really wonder how they managed to get it.

From the grades point of view, I looked like I did average. but from gpa point of view, it sucks. Back to the question, would u prefer an Alvl grade of ABC or BBB? haha

Ok, enough of ramblings. Shall head off to slp. Hopefully, I can finish GG season 2 asap. Cos Im afraid I'll get distracted when school starts. and most importantly, do something productive. Read textbooks? Will I have the mood to do that? haha

2009-12-11T18:58:00.002+08:00

Omg, I missed my target by a little. my creative thinking didnt manage to pull it up cos its a HALF mod only, if not I would have gotten my gpa of 3! Byebye 3.0! :(

2009-12-11T10:32:00.002+08:00

hmm... I've finished catching up 海派甜心 alr haha. I love rainie's hair. Looks so nice :X
It was really funny, especially the NG part. hahaha cos both of them quite humourous hahaha.

I've been appearing offline these few days to hide from someone which is kind of lame. Haix...the one who keep asking everyone whats their results. :( Like i mentioned about the FA paper which was damn hard, I barely passed, which is gonna pull my whole grade down. :( Too embarrassed to tell others how i scored. Cos that particular guy scored A+ for it :/

Now I understand the feeling of being at the lower tier of the cohort. So demoralising. Hopefully I can get at least a 3.0 for my gpa this sem, which the overall grades will be released later at 12pm. :X Cross fingers :X

Creative thinking was my most confident module and I got A- A+ A+ and a D for the different components. What a waste just becos of the D. Guess what the D was? It's class participation LOL I rmbed talking for once (volunteerily) and another time to present group answers. :/ Not counted? D is a pass man. :( TA must be eyes got stamp. Currently, only this mod I had a D for class part. The others, profs were very kind, they gave a B to me :D

Thats for the component grades only. Final grades I'll have to wait for the results later X:

Anw, I've been wondering that I have became even quieter X: Sometimes I feel that I have no common topic with others seriously. Like my uni clique. I have nothing in common with them and it seems that I'm the one who is always 独来独往. The more mature one I suppose. The 2 other girls look like 小妹妹 haha so maybe the guys are closer with them. It may seems that I'm with them literally but my soul is not there lOl. Maybe I need to be more ang-mohish to be with them or even act ignorant LOL. I shall work harder! haha send me eng songs pls! hahah

Whenever I met singaporeans who speaks chinese, I feel more 亲切 seriously. Maybe they have the CCC or family aura haha

I shall try out how next sem will be like since im not with my uni clique alr. But I guess we'll still bid together next next sem cos by then we won't have any preassigned mods. :/

Next sem, Analytical skills, Business govt society -with Bertha, business law, academic writing - alone, introductory stats - with vivian and henry. Cool. I'll get to make new frens again for the lesson which im going alone. But the process may be a little tiring at times :/ haha but really hope I make good frens :D

2nd week of holiday is ending! Other than tidying my wardrobe, exercising, I haven't been doing anything productive :/ haha Gotta start soon. But, let me finish gossip girl season 1 first :P I can't find all the episodes! :(

12pm is coming soon! x.x

2009-12-08T17:50:00.004+08:00

Cooooolll :D I've finished watching You're Beautiful! haha Now I know why I find the female lead so familar after checking wiki hahaha. She acted in Stairways to Heaven (the younger version, always Opa here and there LOL) and also Goong S. haha

Grown up alr wor haha She's same age as us! Surprised!

Yup, then there's this supporting role. I dont know why I always like the supporting lead than the main lead. The guy who always cant get the girl :/

cool neh. He looks like the Korean version of hua ze lei at times, in the show hahaha :D

Gonna catch up 海派甜心 after this. But, will have to spend some time to tidy up my room and plan my holiday well. Im having serious stm nowadays. Some dates looks super familar. Im not too sure if im occupied those dates :X

Oh ya, last sun, my sis and I went for Aerobics lesson at CC hahahaa It was super duper tiring. Im still suffering from the aftermath of the lesson. Muscle pull! :X Half an hour is enough to make u pant like hell :X but our lesson is 1 hr! have to perservere! Hopefully, I'll get to shed some fats away hahaa

Ytd, went out with uni clique for dim sum at ah yat seafood restaurant. We add 22 "longs" for the first round. Unbelievable and we ordered a table full of plates for the 2nd round. Seriously big eaters haha. 9 of us went there together (cos we heard its 50% off haha) and our total bill was $109 haha. Quite cheap though haha.

THen we have nowhere to go so we headed to marcus's house @ sengkang. Cool, I took the sengkang lrt. so different from cck lrt. Went his hse and caught she's the man. Funny movie about a girl helping her bro to stand in for sch. Plot is rather similar to you're beautiful. hahah Then we had dinner at XinWang Cafe @ Kovan. And marcus sent all of us home!! :D Thanks marcus! He had to travel from kovan to paya lebar, to toh tuck, to bukit batok and back to paya lebar and go back home to sengkang. Must be a lot of petrol used hahah

2009-12-06T14:57:00.002+08:00

Hello Hello! :D Went CCC outing ytd! haha Had a GOOD Laugh hahahah

Ytd was supposed to be a busy day for me but it ended with 2 thing postponed, left with one only. :/ no choice, I dont think I can find another date where 4 of us can celebrate yg's birthday alr :(

Tuition only twice this month. Guess, have to wait till Jan to get my pay :/

Back to CCC outing. Wanted to go Carlton to have buffet but can't get seats so we went boat quay's IndoChine to eat. I ordered Rice Vermicillli with Chicken. It tasted nice at first. But towards the bottom, there was a lot of seasonings & sauce left so it got really salty. So i didnt finish them :/ didnt fully utilise my money hahaha

Had fun talking to them at starbucks @ raffles city and taking pics outside robinson haha. the scene was hilarious haha A group pic to end this post :D

2009-12-04T21:24:00.004+08:00

Hello all! I'm here to blog again.

Dunno why I feel like emo-ing haha

Anw, I'm watching You're Beautiful now as recommended by RJ :D I wonder why the girl looks so familar. Have I seen her in some other shows before? hmm....

Went JP today with rj, just asked her out the night before, very impromptu LOL

Jp's xmas tree ahha taken while waiting for rj.

Saw a dress which I like but exp, not worth the money cos the material is not very good. :/

hj came down to join us for dinner! ahha like i said, he wore as if he's gng shopping and not booking in ahha. He has good fashion sense haha may want to consider being a fashion consultant next time ahhaha :P

went this european place to dine, had farmers mushroom- a set with salad, rosti & pork sausage. "innocent" hj as usual depict the sausage as other stuffshaha

he headed back camp and we carried on shopping. walked ard, caught my eye but don't bear to spend much on clothes :/ didnt buy anything except a simple tube & a hair dye Lol

That brings me to the question, need vs want. Seems like I only bear to buy things which I really need. Which is kind of bad. Also, I got no confidence in what I chose! Scare later buy home, sis say this say that. :(

Anw, foreseeing my dec's expenditure, I got to save! haha My bank $$ is ever decreasing lol During exam week I got no allowance cos i never go sch & parents are out, have to spend on 3 meals. No more extra cash in my piggy bank :(

I wonder how some smu girls are so rich to wear dresses everyday to sch. Maybe they shopped online (always see them surfing blogshop during lessons LOl) But although I have dresses to wear, i wont want to wear them to sch. LOl wear so nice just for 3 hours of lesson?! Unless Im going out, then I wear nicer :D

I seriously think I should do something productive. Haha I went to search for next sem's textbook. Seems like things are selling fast hahah

Alright. no more emo haha Shall have a good slp tonight :D Big FEAST tml! Hopefully we get the seats :D

2009-12-02T23:58:00.002+08:00

I've been staying at home eversince my exams are over LOL which is 1 day only. I'm searching for new songs & completing my FA bonus homework. haha

So many singers have new albums! Got to catch up and go Kbox Sing! haha :D

Very nice + sad song to recommend!
潘裕文-幫你記得

卓文萱-一秒也好 is also very nice.

Also, my all time fav.
Tank - 会长大的幸福
David Tao - 就是爱你 :D
Sweet songs with good lyrics! hahahaa

Anw, Im done with my FA report (while typing this post LOL)

GOOD! Gonna enjoy my holidays & tidy up my room hhaha

2009-12-01T12:41:00.006+08:00

I'M CAREFREE!!! Freedom that i yearn for, for the past few months!!! :)

Honestly speaking, I haven't been mugging hard. I wont be surprise if my GPA is 2+ But hopefully not so cham la!! :) The feeling for this exam... squeezing everything learnt in one semester into 1 week(for FA) and 3 days each (for TWC and Intro Econs) is terrible. No wonder I dont have the mood to study. It gets so boring. Sleeping at 2-3-4am every night to chiong what I need to study is terrible. Why do I have my optimal studying time at such late hours?! I cant really concentrate especially in the noon. It's sleepy time for me lol I'm super screwed for FA paper, TWC MCQ. So glad intro econs prof let us bring our notes and textbook in!! But I thought they would spot check us. In the end no. Some brought past years papers answers in!! I should have done that too since one qns is quite similar to that. :/

After exams feeling is like After Alvl. I felt as if we completed our 4 years of uni LOL busy non-stop for 13 weeks and suddenly slow down to study for 1 week. Cant really get the momentum haha.

Anyway, I'm super glad that I pulled it through. After the exams, I realised the importance of having projects!! haha It helps to keep the module interactive and engaging and it helps to pull our overall score up cos the exams are so tough! haha but ber disagrees haha.

Now, let me introduce my teammates!!
Sorry if the photos are small LOL

First up, My leadership and Teambuilding Module Teammates!
As a team, we learnt sign language at singapore association for the deaf. Rmb the moments we squeeze 8 ppl into a 5 seater car, the moment we had several presentation dry run for our every presentation, the times we laugh at eddy for acting as Maozedong. Haha Overall, A very efficient, productive team and caring. Had an excellent Teaching Assistant- a year 3 student on dean's list, double degree, basketball captain! He's the one 2nd from the left back row. I also made great friends! bidded with 2 of them(seated with me) next semester for intro stats! :)

Team DEAFINITION!

Next up! My Creative Thinking Module Group Mates!

We came from diverse background! from accountancy, business, economics, and information system. We didnt manage to have a social science and law student lol It was a great time working with them. Super kudos to Lucus for doing almost everything for this project. He made the wirings for the car model shown in front and also this photoshop of photos and a video for our presentation. Great guy, teammate! (He's the one smallest in the pic hahahaha).

Rmb the times we stayed in school till 11+pm to complete the car model. All the night meetings, crappings and phototaking!! hahaha We did role playing to market our car ( to show that our compact is popular among students, elderlys, working adults LOL)

My ROLE!! Student! hahaha

I was super drench when i took this photo. My FA book was ruined by the rain. Btw, I won the best photo for a competition within my group HAHA they find this photo damn cute! haha *shy*

Next group, Financial Accounting Module Group! hahaha

I didnt manage to take a photo for them. So I shall crop the pics! hahaha Sorry sp, cant find ur facebk photos :X Although I bidded with my accountancy campmates for this module, but the group limit was 5 so I sacrify myself to form my own group since my SA (1st 3 months classmate) was in the same class as me. So I formed a group with her (Cheryl-1st from left!) Then I went to find my starring group mates- Eric and Glenn (last 2 from left). I would say this group is hmm, plans early. I have no complains about this team. :)

NEXT! haha Introductory Economics Module Group!

Made 4 new friends in this module!! haha This is the only module which I didnt bid with anyone cos its a preassigned module! haha This team is very efficient also. Other than the bad point of being late for meetings ( during mid term break meeting, they were all late for an hour without informing me!) , really enjoyed working with them. They all sit beside me during lesson! Loves! Kind of sad that we wont be having any similar class next sem :/

Next, Technology and World Change Module Group!

I wasnt looking at the camera cos I was trying to avoid the cam Haha the clear part are my teamates! 7 of us bidded together for this module ( my row and the row behind us) and we got no choice but to split into 2 groups cos we need to form groups of 4-6. haha Maybe because we know each other too well, so our productivity was bad :X

The twc class was kind of fun, cos all of them are nice people. Though I didnt mingle much with the rest of the class, I sort of made2 new frens from SA haha gracia and rosnauli, and later found out rosnauli is my ltb mate's gf :) hahaha There's also cute guys(the one who twist for the camera above) haha

Very special event. We took this photo at 0.00am during our TWC midnight class! Theme of the lesson - Black and RED! haha

Overall, I met great teammates. Not much gave problems :) Enjoyed meeting new ppl, making new friends.

Next sem I'll be having lessons alone for BizLaw(although my ltb mate joel also bidded for that class, not close to him :X) and AW as well. Heard from Nicholas (my econs grp mate) that my AW prof is nice! That's great! :) [ I felt sorry I pangseh my Accountancy camp mates, didnt bid with them at all :X]

Alright, Holiday Plans!!

I'm finishing my Violin beginners lesson soon! One more lesson and that marks the end of 10 lessons. haha We'll be having a mini graduation performances within the club on the 22nd! :)

Plans for holiday

-Finish up FA bonus homework by this week

-KBOX with Wanfong[early birthday celebration?] (This week?)

-Birthday Celebration for Yunguan (This sat-5th dec)

-CCC outing[ Joanna's Birthday Celebration] (This sat)

-Resume Tuition ( This sat - I'm going crazy on sat lol)

-Mojojojo OG Outing[7 dec] (No more DIM SUM BUFFET?!)

-Violin last lesson (11th Dec I suppose)

-SACO Outing (14 Dec)

-NEW MOON!! [ Date not set]

-Hiajing's Birthday Celebration [19th Dec]

-Violin rehearsal(17Dec and 21st Dec)

-Dinner (21st dec)

-Christmas!!!! :D :D

-Read vampire diaries again! (But I cannot find the book!! No money to buy :X)

-Recap Statistics & the use of GC

-Read Newspapers everyday!

-Exerciseeee session with frens & family! (Swim? Badminton? Tennis? Running?)
-Watch DRAMAS!!! :D :D

2009-11-30T14:19:00.001+08:00

ONE MORE DAY! :)

2009-11-24T19:44:00.002+08:00

I got a BIG shock on my first paper! FA is so damn hard today!! I overestimated myself. i thought i would have more than sufficient time to finish. But i dont even have time to check!!

When everyone else say its difficult, their difficult = cant score A, but can score a B. When I say difficult = there is a possibility of failing. HAIXXXXXX there's no bell curve, no moderation!!!! And there's a retaker (year 2) in my exam venue today. Hopefully I wont be like her next sem! :X cross fingers.

2 more to go!

2009-11-12T18:57:00.002+08:00

Wooo, its so close to the end of the week & sem!! :D

I had a couple of bad incidents these few days. I have been sleeping at average 3am everyday!! slping less than 5 hours!! :( Totally pushed me to my limits. Reports reports reports, journals journals journals. :X

I still have 2 more reports due next week. Next week also marks the start of study week! I wonder if I can fully utilise the time! I'll be meeting up with jc cliques again this sat.

Some incidents that happened. I nearly went into male toilet :X I pushed the door open and find out something is wrong and I quickly walked. Obviously there's guys inside. Hopefully they dont see me. :X And ytd when i went watsons, I put back some chocolate and the whole row of boxes of chocolates collapse!! So paiseh lah. I didnt pushed it!! :( i merely put back the choco.

I also got drenched in the rain even with an umbrella!! I was wearing white shorts that day and it was wet. I sat down on the benches for meeting. I didnt realised my white shorts became brown until I reached home!!! The people sitting down in MRT must be wondering why my butt is so dirty!! Paiseh!!

These few days im also busy with doing housework. Mum & dad is coming home soon! a few days more :D

2009-11-07T15:07:00.004+08:00

hi all! :D

finally all (4) final presentations are down within these 2 weeks. BUT, its not time to relax. I still have 2 more reports to rush. Sianz. I look forward to holidays!!!

Mum & dad went China- Jiu Zai Gou. Haixxx... hope they enjoyed themselves. Meanwhile, I'll need to have packet lunch and dinner for consecutive 8 days =.= haha Also, have to help out with housework.

Ytd is the most tiring day of my 1st sem in SMU. We had TWC lesson from 5pm to 1215am, going through 18 presentations. I was falling asleep during some of the individual presentation. Imagine I reached sch at 9am for meeting , ct class, meeting and twc. I stayed in school for 15 hrs and 15 mins yesterday!! Damn tired. I slept at 1+am and woke up at 11am. Dont think i have enough. Shall sleep more later.

Good thing about end of sem (next week) - there's celebrations! haha We're gonna have games for next ltb lesson & ct lesson, and twc lesson will be cancelled! :)

Then, it will be exams on 24th nov, 30th nov, 1st dec. Then, holidays! I'm gonna enjoy my holidays to recharge for the next sem. Next sem think I'll die, with biz law, business govt society, academic writing, analytical skills and introductory stats.

Next sem's timetable sucks. I planned for a 3 day week but the biddings are SIAO. people can bid min 22.45 for a stats class. I wanted the stats class so badly la. I bidded 18.99 =.=

No choice, cos fri they didnt offer much lessons. Therefore, I'll be coming to sch for 1.5 hours only on fri! HAixxx.....

Alright, back to FA & TWC report...

2009-10-27T15:50:00.003+08:00

sorry for MIA-ing for the past 1 MONTH! Time passes so fast. Reason : No time to look at time! LOL

I'm still stuck with my 5 projects. tomorrow will be 1 presentation on Global Aging. My econs project lol.

Next week I'm gonna have 3 presentation.
Thurs - Leadership teambuilding - Final Presentation on our CSP project
Friday afternoon - finish the car model that we made, and market the product to the rest of the class
Friday evening 5pm-11pm - Group presentation on our website on Development of military technology
I'm gonna miss my violin lessons!

By the time I have some time to slow down my pace and relax, My parents are going CHINA to tour!! So, more time means do more housework since my brother and my sister wont bother. :(

Class part hasnt been going well. Havent spoke up for 3 weeks alr!! I didnt tell my bro LOL

Alright, I think I need to chiong my projects now. Ytd was damn pathetic. Mon is my free day. And I went sch at 330 for ltb meeting, 7pm for CT meeting, 9pm for Intro Econs meeting. And today, I'm going to meet my econs group at 9.30 pm to rehearse again! I "love" Sch!!

2009-10-13T22:37:00.001+08:00

SADDDD :(

I failed my FA mid term :(

I scare the results for my econs :X Pray hard tml

2009-10-04T16:28:00.003+08:00

helllooooooooo

I'm so going to have a "Good" Holiday!

5 projs coming at 1 time is crazy. I'm going to do projects with 5 different groups of ppl. That's really a diversity. LOL most of the projects deadline are on week 11/12. All my groups want to finish them during recess week! =.= Now I know why they wanna give us recess week after the mid terms. It is to give us chance to finish up all our projects! I so agree with my fren who says that recess week is a time for lecturers to rest, not us! =.=

Anyway, these 2 weeks were super hectic. Last week, I did another presentation again to make up for the previous twc presentation. I'm so grateful to people who rated my presentation 9/10 ! It was really very unexpected. I was expecting an 8 only. :D

This 2 weeks have been meeting up quite frequently with my ltb friends. I cant believe that my group met up this mon and ytd, 5pm to 11pm!!! OMG. it was my first meeting at night and subsequently, 1st meeting till so late at night! We even planned to bring sleeping bag and stay overnight since our event is today morning. We regretted that we didnt stay overnight cos we didnt manage to finish up our stuffs. have to meet again tml 6-8pm. -,-

Last week were more busy with mid terms. This week is busy with finishing projects.
Mon- LTB meeting
Tues-Econs Meeting
Wed-Ltb meeting
Thurs- LTB execution
Fri- CT meeting & Obligato. Gonna travel to school 2 times

I requested a extended deadlines for FA cos i really cmi. Cannot finish/ havent even got time to start yet. Have to analysis 5 years of Financial statement. Think I'll die. Deadline extended to this sun instead of tml.

1 more, TWC havent start yet when the deadline is next week. =.=

I have a bad sleeping trend.

When Im working, I used to slp at 11pm. Then when I stopped working, I sleep at 12am. When I have lessons, I sleep at 1 am. When I have holidays, I sleep at 2am to chiong projs. Where's my precious sleeping time? :(

Get a life man. =,= No opportunity to do that.

Off to take a nap now (1st nap for the 2weeks) to have better productivity at night.

Eye rings are terrible

2009-09-27T00:35:00.003+08:00

i went missing for 1 week again. This week is quite bad for me. Why is that so? I really hate what happened on fri.

we're supposed to do TWC individual presentation. to choose an article on health care and biomedical science. I was thinking about cloning then did some research on it. so i did something on stem cell research. And i emailed the TA. he said no one is doing on it so i carried on with my research. I didnt expect someone to do the same thing as me!!!!!

I only get to know like on the day itself during the class break. And she knew it like 1 day before me and she didnt make any changes like the topic for discussion. I know it's like very hard to change the whole topic. But the prob is the TA asked her to discuss something different alr :/

What happened is that the TA actually wanted me to present first since i reserved the topic first. He called my name, cheeeeee , then the other girl stood up. =.= Super SIANZ. I was really sianz so i didnt participate in her discussion. Really stunned :/

Then during the 5 mins break, i went to tell TA to tell him that I must present this week. If I present next week, then the class and prof will be wondering, why is it the same topic again? But luck is not on my side. When we went back to class, we had peer evaluation on last week's presentation and it took up quite sometime. And when we are left with 15 mins, prof ask whether to end class or see another presentation. Then TA helped me tell him that to see one more presentation. Then yah presented.

I dunno what happened. I think knowing that someone doing the same thing as me already make me sianz1/2. By presenting earlier than me, make my confidence level drop by 50%. (cos class wont be so attentive alr) Then, I was really really nervous. I dunno why. Its like theres a large amt of gas stucked in my throat and I cant let it out. So its like I spoke with my breath in and like didnt breathe out lOL I think I sounded super nervous la. Haix... Then it was another factor. No more time for discussion. The rush for time really make me kanjiong. :( I wonder if we are continuing the topic next week or not. Urghhhh angry with the girl leh :X she said she told the prof she's dng on that on week 3 alr. But she didnt tell TA. and she only sent him the article like on thurs. SUUUPEEERRR DOWNNNN that day.

Then was CT lesson. I tripped over a laptop cable and the laptop fell while nothing happened to me. I feel so guilty!!! although the girl said nvm, I feel so paiseh. :( :(HAIX. DOWN x2

Fri was really a busy day. so I had lessons till 130. Then went for lunch with my clique @sunshine plaza. Then had project discussion till 4. Then headed to isetan @ wisma to help my sis buy vouchers. Then headed to jurong east. 5pm.back to office at SONY to pass my sis the vouchers cos she has a colleague who is leaving on that day. Then i went bus stop to take bus. Missed bus. Waited... reached home at 530. Rant to my mom abt the presentation stuffs. Then bathe then left home at 6pm to meet jh n f.

Went Timbre! My 1st time there. haha heard the F1 car racing sound too. haha

Headed back to sch for violin lessons at 830pm. Learnt how to press strings. LOl

Then was deciding whether to meet s05 for gathering at dhoby swensons or join jh n f at Ion. In the end i choose Ion. Cos only the guys were there for the gathering.

Headed home after that. CCCbf sent me home LOl

Meet up hj n rj today at Ion, had dinner at Wheelock. Thanks to rj, we got free drinks and dessert. Super duper full. Bought polo tees for school off days! haha

Gtg slp!!

2009-09-18T23:44:00.002+08:00

My new bf! The only thing i bought using my hard earned money to reward myself (but sis say she will be buying it for me so I just pay for the lessons itself! haha)

haha I attended my 1st violin lessons today! It was more on the basics eg holding the bow, playing on the strings, putting on rosin. The posture for the bow was different from cello! I guess practice makes perfectt :D

Oh yes, I think my neck and shoulder will start to ache as I play more. LOL

I had my 2nd presentation! I was surprised how im able to finish memorising the script within hours. anyway, its a short one also. 2 mins presentation (there are 5 presenters for my group) haha.

I think i feel more comfortable now in smu. In the end, all the hardwork we are going through serves to train us for the future workforce. You would rather make mistakes in school than in the workforce. Always think positively! :D

I really wanna thank my frens also. They had been very encouraging. esp justyne. She always gave me good feedbacks after my presentation and cheer me on before the presentation. A very nice gal! :)

Not forgetting my family members. I made them worry for me for the 1st few weeks of school. But yup, everyone can see that im progressing/ remain at the standard every week. So not too bad :D

One important thing that I have to do is to have TIME MANAGEMENT. Seriously, the only time that I can do serious work is like after 10pm or in the morning if I dont have lessons. I still couldnt do all the self assessments beforehand. I still cramp them all to the weekends which is really bad :( Hopefully I'll be able to overcome the vicious cycle using this Hari Raya Holiday. Its not a holiday for me COS I ALR HAVE NO LESSONS ON MON! so unfair :( but anyway, meetingss are postponed so I dont have to go to school :D

Alright, update more next time!

2009-09-13T22:50:00.002+08:00

Hello! I think I have been quite a pessimist for the past few entries.

Im super busy now. The TA is super last minute. she only tell us we are suppose to hand in our learning journals this fri TODAY! thats super inefficient. Only inform us when our weekends are ending =.=

Gtg slp to replenish my Sleeppp. Had 3 tuitions this week. wasted quite a lot of time :X

2009-09-06T13:32:00.002+08:00

Hello!! I haven been updating regularly lol.

Anw, after the turning point, I sort of progress a little. My brother is gonna fine me 10 dollars if i dont raise my hand in class everyweek. You might be wondering, I can always lie to my bro. But what's e point. He's doing for my own good. :D

So i managed to speak in class on wed! In my econs class. Cos i was sitting right in front of the teacher. There ain't better seats ard cos we were quite on the dot. The teacher was like asking do we have eg on blablabla. So i just say it out to her. Unfortunately, it was incorrect :/ I really dunno where to hide my face. Felt so awkward at that time. But nonetheless, I guess no one would have remembered that after the lesson :P My virgin attempt :P

Then thurs, had LTB. We were asked to present on the ethic issue on ENRON. My group members were very nice. they allow those who have yet to present to present. So siewboon, kian tat and I presented together. We were the 1st group to go and we did it incorrectly. The teacher sort of got agitated. Really feel sorry for siewboon cos she was the 1st speaker. Then we were given additional 5-10 mins to improve on our ideas. Then whew, we passed it. I forgot to introduce my next speaker kiantat. Feel damn guilty about it. cos the prof thought our presentation ended.

It was a good experience. I manage to pull it through and my frens told me i did a pretty good job which i thought was really encouraging. :D Btw, its not a graded presentation. Its not even a presentation. We are asked to discuss as a group then have representative to share the ideas discussed to the rest of the class. I dunno why, I always make it sounds like its a big Woohaa thing. :/

fri was nothing special. The individual presentation standard gets higher and higher each week. Die. Now ppl are like shooting a lot of questions to the presenters. I think I can't handle!! :X shall do more preparation work for my presentation on week6.

Went to meet CCC(exclu F) at NUS to look ard their sch. haha we went Sci faculty to eat. Went zy's hostel, then headed to FASS, to have a drink and PFM for the computers. Went home after that cos I wasnt feeling very well. Super tired (cos i slept at 1am and woke up at 6+am) and slight headache. Home sweet home. no one was ard. Cook dinner for myself haha instant noodles! lOl do LTB until 1am.

Sat- tuition in the morning. I was asking my tuitee for feedback on my tuition. Glad she say im doing fine. Its the Assurance she gave that made me feel better. :D but i still think i didnt do a good job cos i couldnt predict the number patterns like the guidelines to spot patterns easily. Hopefully. the End of year exam next month she will do well. (Actually shes doing quite well alr. 70+. dunno why she need 2 maths tuition)

Did a little FA stuffs. I'm getting blur already. Accumulated Depreciation, Unpaid revenue, prepaid expenses blabla. Have to keep up with it this weekend. IF not i'll die during mid term exams which is 3 weeks away.

Went out with hj rj bene at vivo area. had steamboat. Finally had satay after so long!! One of my fav. food lol. Then i get to try laksa. It was a little to milky for me. But i like eating the beehoon with laksa haha. Went to watch Gforce! the hamsters are so CUTE!! haha We went GV max. It was my first time there. I think they hold more ppl than grand cathay. haha went home aft that. I didnt ans my mom's 10+Calls and she thought I have mischap on the way home.

Did LTB and FA stuffs and slept at 3+am =.= I really become nocturnal alr.

Actually rj was right. How come my timetable so short then I still cant finish my things. Let me think. If i were to take things seriously in week 1. I wouldnt have end up doing things so last min now!! Week one i was still at relax mode. I didnt like do homework on the day itself but instead pile it on weekends to do it. So now, it became a viscious cycle. For example, before everylesson next week, i would be busy doing things for the lessons on the next day instead of completing the day's homework. Hopefully I will be able to overcome this cycle by this week. Since the workload should not be that bad (not much readings for twc and ltb) GOOOD! Finally had the time to revise for intro econs. Budget lines, indifference curve. Haixxxxxx

Gonna attend my 2nd sign language lesson on tues which is at 7pm when i end my lessons on 12pm. =.= Think im going home this week. Rather waste 2 hours travelling than wasting 2hours getting distracted in sch. School is never a condusive place for me to study.

I am really surprised the Deaf really taught us the lessons via an interpreter. I think they are really nice ppl, humourous too.

Off to study.

Tata

2009-08-29T19:32:00.004+08:00

Hello people!!! I'm back to update my life in SMU. Its pretty bad this week until friday, a turning point for me i guess?

Last week was the 1st week and there's like tonnes of homeworks and PROJECTS. For SMU modules, there will be at least 1 project. Normally, 1 small and 1 big scale/weightage. Big = formal and heavy percentages. Small = is a tryout/warm up session lOl

I'm going to have my 1st presentation the week after next (week 4). Following up will be individual presentation on week 6. There's still unconfirmed projects ( topics unknown but dateline known) Very soon, we'll have mid term exams in week 7/8.

Alright. So last week i was flooded with homework partly because i cramp them all to weekends. Cos thurs evening meet up with hj ber, fri aftnn till 11pm - Vivace( CCA day) and dinner with Asoc group, sat- 2 tuitions ( ponned soka meeting at tampines to stay at home to do homework) , sun- ate dim sum at westmall again, went to SHOP at causeway pt, bowling at night, mon chiong homework.

Had my first ever project meeting on this tues. I thought everyone had came out with the qns to the qns cos I did it. In the end they are like looking there on the spot. And, i had a wrong ans. So malu. Anw, I couldnt concentrate also. was sms-ing, stomach growling. Cos TUES was a super packed day for me. I had FA lessons in the morning, FA case study presentation discussion right after that, then meeting up with my AIA agent (she wanna celebrate birthday with me) for lunch, then 530 Obligato (String ensemble) Audition, 7pm Obligato information session.

The Audition totally stressed me out. I don't know how string ensemble works. The person only told me on mon ard 10++pm to go down for audition. =.= He wanna hear SCALES. but CO dont play scales, and i dont take private lessons. So i was super stress.

Had lunch with huiping at iluma nearby. Had western. the method of ordering is the same as Astons. Not very expensive also. Cos theres lunch promo. less than 10. She ordered ice cream+ brownie as a cake. LOl Was super full. Sinful cos I didnt finish all the food.

Went back to school for audition. Only 2 ppl were asked to go la. The other one is caroline. also from SA haha so there's something to talk to her. She told me she bought her cello for ard 400 when she's sec 2. Omg. so cheap. Had to play C major. Then the student conductor gave me scores to sight read. He concluded that I can sight read. But i guess deep in his heart, he'll feel that I dont have rymthm sense LOL.

Intro econs on wed was not too bad. Cos I can understand the indian accent alr. She also teached Demand Supply theories which I've learned before. Finally something economics. I heard what she taught in 1st lessons are business terms. :/

Had LTB on thurs. we were asked to write 2 paragraph on Class participation. My group members can write 1 whole page. Seriously, i was so afraid that i wrote the least. Luckily, other members also think the person cannot listen to instruction LOl. no lah. joking tone only. Then, we are to share with our group mates what we wrote. I dunno why, I think class part really make me super unhappy. I feel like tearing when im sharing with others. =.= Maybe because of the bad experience in the 1st week - super guilty. Then was sharing with the rest of the class. I wanted to volunteer for my group but was hesitant. By the time I dare to say it, other ppl volunteered alr. lOl

Most of the people who shared are foreigners. They are really good natured foreigners. There's one guy. He said that he's always quiet and can't adapt to the smu pedagogy. He feels that its against his principle to act enthu/ take initiative ansing to qns. I feel exactly the same way as him!! But i think he's a very brave and optimistic person. I admire his spirit seriously.
There's another person from vietnam, she also shared. I think both of them really encouraged me alot. Although they dont speak that fluently in eng, they are still trying their best. From then I really think that hey, I should be as brave as them. :D

But, we had ltb proj discusssion after lesson. Had some discussion. I wanted to speak up but others is like keep talking. Its against my principle to interupt ppl's conversation. I didnt speak a little. but very minimal.

was super demoralise when i see my Teaching Assistant's email at night. He say he glad to see that many are contributing but there are still some who are very quiet. That some refers to me and kiantat i suppose. TA are the ones who grade on our class participation. If he feels that way that means my Class part CMI. I felt so bad at night that I cried (also because of the tonnes of readings that I couldnt finish reading= cannot ans qns when being pointed at). LoL but bro came to console me and told me alot of things. He told me whats there to lose if I were to really speak up and said stupid things that ppl will laugh? At most only lose face, get laughed at. But that's short term only. who will so bo liao to rmb that forever? Thats true i thought. He gave me a task to raise hands at least once the next day.

As a result of the tearing, My eyes was super swollen ( with deep double eye lids LOl) I told ppl I didnt sleep well LOL ppl thought i went for freshmen bash hahaha I felt more comfortable in class ytd. At least, there isnt any racing heart beats. I was super furious when I know that the readings are not gonna be discussed in class. Its the main novel that we're gonna discuss. I feared for nothing. Lol Anw, didnt manage to raise my hands. Cos there's seriously nothing. We had 4 individuals presentation. If we ask them qns = they might bombard u next time when its your turn. lol

Had CT, we're suppose to hand in this small card with our details written in it. I didnt know we must decorate!!! I so regretted it la. Creative thinking class = must be creative. I did the card as if im a super convention person. Always law by law. (I only wrote the details as if im filling up a form) Why no one tollld mmmmeeeee?!!! Hope its not graded. :/

Had my 1st ever talking in front of the class in smu. Really thankful to jonathan. He encouraged me to go for it. I stuttered a bit. Said stupid things like calling an apple an egg. LOl cos the previous lesson wwe had egg experiment, same as ltb. I was so into EGGlol. But nonetheless, I feel really better after that. Dont think its counted into class part. The TA for that class is super practical. Someone raise hand, she will turn and look and immediately type. (add marks to class part I guess) :/

This week is another hectic week with homeworks
-FA practice
-FA case study (to improve on the ans since i didnt contribute much last discussion)
-Intro Econs optional assignment ( Teacher haven't send us the link)
-LTB ( read up and submit reflection?)
-LTB( CSP form)
-TWC( Read up GGS chapter 3 onwards?)
-CT( Learning journal )

FA quiz next week!!!!

2009-08-28T20:36:00.002+08:00

hi all!! Sorry for the sudden MIA. lol I've been very busy recently.

First to update will be my birthday!
Happy Birthday to myself!! haha

Thank you all who wished me happy bday.
Jonathan (sis bf), Sis, Ruijun, Justyne, CCC, wanfong, cindy, pearl, hiajing, benben, yongsheng, teri, Eileen, Jane, Juyin, Shilin, Michelle Cheah, Khai Enn, Jasmine, Victor, Joel, Vivian Goh, Clement, Alvin, Jielong, Janice, Sheryan, Jennifer, Eric, Jocelyn gair, jasmine gui, eric, zhihui, anna, cheryl tan, sukhveen, gee jing, vincent, siew boon, kian tat. MY FAMILY!

Super surprised when my Asoc group mates came up with a cake in front of me after lessons today. :D Love em.

Had dinner with my family yesterday night at Bottle TREE PARK! Its the very nice river when you take mrt pass khatib. there's a restaurant there :D

thanks huiping for celebrating my birthday on tues at breks Cafe beside iluma. :D

Will update about my life in the next post.

2009-08-22T14:39:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm feeling so much better now. :D

Maybe im too pessimist, not confident.

Be a confident person!! :D :D

Time passes so fast, i didnt realise next week is my birthday alr. haha

I pangseh ppl again today. Not in the mood to travel all the way to tampines with so many things undone. :/

I need some laughing pills. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

why am i hurrying myself to get into the system so quickly? Why am i stressing myself?

Take it easy gal! You'll do just fine after a while. Open up more!!

Self comforting. lol

2009-08-22T00:28:00.002+08:00

This post is gonna be super emo again. :/

I went for TWC (technology and world change) module today. Met Alvin on the way. (finally has someone reach the same time as me). So we went in, and surprisingly, justyne khaienn marcus were there alr. And they chopped seats for us. Thats very nice of them. ( think i misunderstand them earlier on :/) But, I dunno why sometimes I feel abit left out cos im too quiet then like no common topics to talk to me.

Anw, the main point is abt TWC lesson. We have this prof, his teaching method is to go through the lecture by asking ppl to contribute. For eg. the topic of this week is Technology VS Science. So what the students say, will be the NOTES for that lesson. So its like he'll point ppl, then the person will have to ans his qns. I'm super duper scared that he'll pick me seriously. My heart beats very fast whenever he asks qns.

I think its more of my own personal problems. I'm really afraid. Im very concerned over how ppl think of me(that may be because of my perfectionist character). Thats why, Im very scared that i give very stupid ans, very shallow ans. Its like, I wont speak unless I have a decent ans in mind. Partially, I think I feel inferior over my Eng Speaking Standards. I dont have those very fluent eng. I tend to like stumple abit. Therefore, everytime when i make a comment in eng, My brain tends to process, translating chinese to eng, checking grammar mistakes, checking tense mistakes, checking if its ATQ and finally, the words then come out from my mouth. LOL Thats very tiring isnt it? Another reason that leads to my lack of confidence in contributing is due to my weak general knowledge. I dont read up a lot. Or you can say I dont read unless its related to studies. Thats why, all the general knowledge that I have are really very shallow.

I dunno. After attending that particular session, I feel very depressed, very down. Why am I such a failure. Why can everyone give so complete ans? Why everyone's brain think faster than mine? I was repeatedly thinking all these qns. Thats why I became quite emo after TWC.

But, things got better seriously. I went for CT (Creative Thinking) class. I sat beside a foreigner. he's super friendly. He introduce himself and intro-ed me ard the ppl ard him. He was with this gorup of foreigners, all from different countries. He's from law, phillippines. There's an indonesia girl beside him and beside her is a CUTE korean guy. seriously, his eng is super powerful. (I thought korean's eng are not so fluent) :X He dont look like korean but singaporean to me. haha

So the class was like dunno why (so noisy). The law guy is also saying this is like the most happening class. haha Really enjoyed what we did for the class. To transfer an egg from a position to another without having contact with the egg. haha Though we failed, but still enjoyed the class. Its just a half module (0.5CU) :/

So for this week summary, I didnt have a good week.
Homeworks for the weekends :
Financial Accounting exercise
Read up FA chapter 2 before class next week
Financial Accounting Presentation on Week4 on Financial Statement Case Study
Write 2 paragraphs on your comments on class participation
Read chapter 1-3 of Guns, Germs and Steel and complete 3 qns
Find Articles/Journals for individual presentation on Week 7
Write an essay (max 1.5page) on whether creativity is nurtured or bred.

Unfinished homeworks:
CSP Report (Due next week fri)

I have to complete everything in this weekend, if not i really have no time to do. Tml have tuition in the morning and Soka smusd orientation and graduation in the aftnn at Tampines. Whole Saturday GONE!!!
2 more days to complete all the assignments and welcome week 2~

Im super stress now. seriously.

went for vivace (CCA open house) today. Wanted to join recreational badminton and String Ensemble. In the end only joined strings. cos recreational bad falls on wed when im having lessons :/ guess I only can join next sem. :/

Should I take up beginners lessons for VIOLIN or CELLO?

2009-08-20T19:40:00.003+08:00

haix i feel so stress and depressed now. :/

I was having Leadership and Teambuilding Module today. We were divided into groups. Our Asoc Group has 7 ppl in the class and practically, only 2 ppl were in the same group and the rest were separated. Its good and bad.

Sometimes i was wondering, is bidding with big groups good? Are we supposed to like sit together every lesson? I happen to reach early today and I sent out like 2 msg, none replied me. Alright, i think i think too much. Lets see how tml goes.

Yah, so we were all splited into our LTB groups. Surprisingly, the group is as big as 9 ppl. Only 3 girls and theres 6 guys. One girl was quite proactive kind. Yea. So we had a small group work - choose 2 leaders/CEOs/ etc then talk about their common traits and what +ve and -ve impact they have on ppl. So within our grp, we were asked to suggest the leaders first. Ppl said hitler, kim jong sth, blabla. I didnt manage to come out with one. I only know LKY and it was taken. But anw, saying lky also quite malu. cos its like u only know sg context. So i was like not contributing. :/

Then they settled with Hitler and Michael Jordan. I've heard of them. But i know nuts about their background. all i know was, hitler was from nazi party, he kind of cre8ed bad influence. MJ on the other hand is a popular basketballer. Thats what i know. Therefore I didnt contribute once again. :/ Seriously, I really wanted to contribute but my knowledge is limited.

So i feel so small, depressed. I fear ppl look down on me, fear ppl think im not a good group member. HAIX...

Thats what i experience today. How helpless I felt. :(

Okay, enough of complaints.

Ytd, I did a super malu thing.
I wanted to print all the lecture things in sch. Then i go to the printing room. Place my ezlink card at the sensor to pay. But no response. So i think think, lets try to put it in the cashcard thingy. So i inserted it and cant get it out. :X I panicked. Cos my ezlink card has like $17 inside lOl. So i called the technical service no. It was a nice lady who picked it up. Whew~ she taught me how to get it out (select pay by cash card, then it will automatic eject the card out). Then, I realised, theres no response earlier on cos Ezlink card services are still not available. :/

Then went over library to print cos I only got ezlink card, no cashcard. Then I saw SOOO MANY students in the Library. Its a very cosy library. but its not cosy when its crowded. :/

Then after that, had econs lesson. Get to know a gal from np. We were like saying we dun understand what the prof is talking about. our prof has a india accent. :/ I seriously dunno when she's asking qns and when she's saying a statement. And the things she taught was errrr, its not really the gist of what econs is about.

She taught the Coase Theorem, Isolation Paradox, Private Public goods and Free Rider problem. Shouldnt she teach us whats demand and supply, how DD and SS applies to private and public goods which leads to Free Rider prob. All she did was keep talking and talking but not using economic analysis. =.=

There's one more thing. When she ask qns right, after ppl ans, she didnt like consolidate what ppl say or make comments. What she did was, to turn back and return to the slides on where she stopped. Its like, in this case, we wont know what's correct or wrong in the student's ans. The attitude is like, i ask u qns for the sake of class part. as long as u said sth, my part is done attitude.

Whats more fabulous is, she ended the class like 30 mins earlier. :/ I think i didnt learn a lot from the lesson seriously.

Im ranting too much in this post. Somemore, its only the 3rd day of my sch.

Oh ya, went for smusd's meeting at 7pm ytd. The seniors were quite nice! Im the only freshie who went. :/ all the 8 other ppl pangseh me. sianz.

went to meet hj n ber just now :D had a good short chat. Updating each other's life. haha hope to meet up with more ppl soon. CCC!!

Hopefully, tml will be a better day.

2009-08-18T18:47:00.003+08:00

1st day of sch. Financial Accounting. Lecturer was not too bad (cos he's singaporean) lol Can see that he's a nice( and young) prof. lol Learning components of financial statement for this basic course. 1st lesson, got asked to form groups of 5. My Asoc camp ppl has 6 in total. So i backout and join other groups since cheryl was there also. Formed the group with Eric and Glenn (from starring lOl) was suppose to pick a topic for presentation. And they volunteered for the 1st one!! omg. Presentation will be 4 weeks away from today. =.= 1st presentation of the year, 1st presentation of the class. Class participation today was... I didn't say anything. Lol There are ppl who really spoke out. At least, its relevant stuffs. Well, i think sitting nearer to the prof would be easier to speak ur thoughts out. Cos im like at the last row today. :/

Tml will be econs lesson! Hopefully it'll be a good one too :D Stay positive!!

2009-08-15T19:27:00.003+08:00

Time passes so fast!!!

I didnt blog for like 5 days lOl. Basically, i was rotting at home. Not really rotting. I'm doing things! I recuperating LOL my finger looks normal now but cannot fully bend down :/ hahaha but i still can write!

Alright, so... tues, wed i stayed at home. Sourcing for textbooks, doing career service exercise (My Action Planner), CSP report. Textbooks are expensive and we use it for 1 sem only. But not too bad, i manage to get some cheap textbook. My soka senior is selling me $5 for LTB textbook and I saw in forum a person selling $20 for Econs text. So i ask her to reserve for me. Hopefully its e correct edition. Actually wrong edition also alright. Cos the teacher didnt state which edition it is. :/ I bought 2 text for Financial Accounting as well- $68.20. Heart pain. I didnt even buy textbook for Alvls lol.

So thurs, went to K with jh n j! haha went top1. First time going there. It looks like some hei se hui place lOL all the ppl there wore black lol and the place is like dark and errrrieee. lol But overall, other than the "eekks" drinks and smoke smell, the songs are not bad. Quite a big range from cantonese, chinese, eng, korean, jap songs. But some songs no lyrics :/ We sang from 11+ to 5.55pm :D then i went home haha

Soka ppl came over to my hse. They are from my new student division cos i got transferred from Alvl division to SMUSD. so they came to talk to me, tell me really alot about sch. So scary!!! Why is it so competitive? :(

hopefully my 4 years in smu are well spent~

Fri, went to sch to buy FA textbook. Saw a lot of foreigners touring the sch. Not sure if they are gonna study here or for exchange. The bookshop auntie is a meanie. She dont let us see the textbook cover unless we are buying it. Ask her whats e edition for econs. She said its latest latest. Not answering to my qns. Must be scare that we buy from seniors and not from her. So i didnt get to know whether the econs im buying is the correct edition :/

Then went over PS to meet Asoc camp ppl. Jasmine is always the 1st to reach hahha She may be our TA(teaching assistant) for FA. heard TA get to have salary too. 500/sem. not alot also but its good for resume i guess?

We watched UP! Its a really nice movie. I think they drew it very well. was really impressed by their creativity. NICE! Went xinwang to eat dinner and celebrate the girls birthday 13 and 18th. Then headed to starbucks to chit chat. LOL we were super random. We talk about how the ppl around us torture all the insects like stuffing toothpick into dead lizard's mouth, throwing hamster to the wall thinking that it could fly like superman and also commando's survival training - kill rabbits, chicken, quails. We also talk about sg strategy in a war. Damn funny. hahha

Then went home with biqing after that. :D

Today was convocation (like a welcoming session for all freshies). But I had tuition at 9am. so have to like wake up at 750 to wash up and bathe. Super tiring. Then i rushed off to suntec. Wore so formal - like a lawyer lol But weaaring it at bukit batok looks like a Shatec student =.=

saw justyne at city hall control station so i just waited with her for khaienn. Then we walked to suntec. Saw lots of ppl wearing white lOl saw my ftb mates, then saw yunguan! haha saw henghui too ~! Then khaienn n marcus came, so we went up together. then i went to find my ftb group. then went in :D

Had talks for the 1st part. The airasia chairperson was humourous. His speech is nice and entertaining. Then had some performances. Too short :/

Then the whole group went "toilet" LOL we ponned after that cos my faci say its gonna be very bo liao. We headed to pastamania! Talked about bidding stuffs. haha then went home with jayrius my fuhua senior LOL he super funny. He forgot today is convo then he went market with his mom to choose fish when my faci smsed him haha

Sian, got to start reading all the materials before lesson starts. If not will lose out! :X Kiasu

2009-08-10T23:48:00.002+08:00

Hello my friends! hahaha

A summary of my weekend! quite happening also. Big hole in my pocket :/

Ohya, here's the overdue photo for my last day of work at SONY! Only 1 =.=

These 2 are my SIS's khakis. Always eat lunch together! hahaha So i joined them too! :D Very nice ppl. The desk behind is the place i sit. Near the corridor. so everytime anyone walk pass I'll know. hahahahha but too bad im facing the wall. =.=

Yah, so like i said i have a fulfilling weekend!
I didnt have the national day feeling actually. Its like just another weekend. Reason being- I didnt watch NDP!! Every year I'll stay home to watch but not this year. :/

Sat was a good day to rest at home :D I had maths tuition at 10am and chem tuition at 12.15am. Salts are not that hard after all. Just memorise the flow chart. Ask yourself some qns- Is the final salt soluble? Yes-Filtration then crystalisation OR Titration. No- Precipitation. Easy! I dont know why i dont get it when im in sec sch LOL

Then i was online for the whole day. Oh ya. On friday also. Cos of the bidding system. I bidded for 6 and i only got 4.5 modules. =.= But not bad compared to other frens. This year the freshies all Siao. They bid damn high like 20+ out of 100 which we are given. =.= Now we learnt our lesson.

Yup. So next up is Sunday! It's a happy family day out! we went to mayim @ westmall to have DIM SUM/ BRUNCH! hahaha ate alot of DURIAN related stuffs! Like durian egg tart, Durian Pudding~ Heavenly! hahaha (zy and jh must be puking now) hahaha

Then we went to BUGIS! Mrt was quite crowded, with ppl wearing red! cos its national day! hahhaa we went shopping at our usual departmental stores (bhg, og) cos its like one stop for my whole family LOL I finally bought white long sleeve top and black court shoes for CONVOCATION on saturday!! :D It also came along with "LONG" Receipts. I bought 2 white tops instead of 1 since I will still be using it for future presentations and it looks nice on me! :D And also shared a formal skirt with my sis though it seems abit oversized for me :/ Bought a adidas bag too. Bought beach wear for today as well. Mum bought polo for me! So the total bill that I have to pay was 214.70 LOL SHOCKED! first time spend so much. My 1 month savings gone like that. We shopped so much cos there's 20% @ og and 10% at bhg lOl auntie me haha

We took taxi home and the driver happens to be my dad's fren. Reached from at 10pm. So totally missed ndp and sg idol. :/ But caught our fav Tian Cai Cong^3. Packed for sentosa bag and slept at 1+am.

Went vivo to meet up asd. Was kind of bored. Not much frens there. Thats y i dont really like to attend the activities. But since Its my graduation day today, I shall go!! :D They had station games this time. Its suppose to be a learn and have fun thing. But the learning was kind of boring. My group was not enthu as well. Im the ONLY girl :( There's a brazillian guy in my group who is 17 only and entering uni @ america in a few weeks time. came sg to have vacation. haha cool.

Nothing special. Danced Nobody but you (if i got the song name correct) hahaha finally know the exact dance steps which i often seen in the schools video! hahaha I dunno why everyone is so into this song and dance step. Esp ASOC Camp, starring also. Learn it for the Items from graduates. Glad to find out that ming yue is in smu too! double degree (not another one again). My life is getting more and more stressful. =.=

I'm like super stupid. cant rmb all the harry potter series names =.= Cos we are playing charrades.(think i got the wrong spelling) Then im the guesser. Haix. I bet my teamates are like saying (OMG u don't know!! ) One of the main reason i dunno is becos i didnt read e book. Not a harry potter fan also. If I were to guess Lord of the Rings series name, I think I could have got it. Cos the names are shorter LOL yah, then they also gave us graduates some souvenior and I didnt have at first (looks like im not significant enough lol) But I still got mine when the whole thing ends. :D

BUT i got a super swollen finger after that cos the ball hit my hand or rather I hit the ball away with the wrong posture leading to a PIG's hand hahahaa

its my 4th finger which got hit if u realised. haha

wanted to meet DOMOs( my ftb grp) cos they also going sentosa and i pangseh them last min to meet ABY haha. BUT, they say some will be 1 hr late so they are still waiting for them at vivo. So i wanted to meet them at vivo. but i dont see them anywhere near the tram area. so i just went down to change to normal clothes. Then yg happen to reach alr. so i just meet her and sms them that i wont be joining them. Im so fickle minded lOl I pangseh them 2 times alr! so paiseh!

Alright, so after that, met yg and we decided to go HK kim gary to eat. (My sis hates that place cos she kenna a very bad black pepper chicken that time) yah, then ordered nissin noodles! lOl I choose it becos of the drumstick, ham, egg and sausage. lOl Ordered fries also but it wasnt as nice as aston's. :/ Mushroom is still abit too cheesy for me. Yg had to left early for Prawn catching LOL so we chop chop settle bill. I still owe her some money haha. Oh ya, received my 1st bday present from them! Vanz Shoes! First time shoes from Vanz. Not too bad, it's comfortable walking at home( hopefully it's as comfortable when im wearing it outside) :D

Took photos!

Only 1 here, the rest in fb. sneak preview of me in short hair!! hahaha Yg looks as if she has short hair too. but no. hahaha Thanks for the camera man- the fire alarm box for us to put the camera on top LOL

Then yg went off. While AB and I walked ard. Settled at a place to sit and chat and left at 5+. Met Sukhveen n her mum while waiting for 188 cos we took the same bus and she came over to talk to me. Thats so nice of her. Chatted abt our classmates like who went where etc. Am i the only 4A in SMU?!@ I think so. Not too sure of the guys. :/

Reached home at 6+. Super tired and went to slp till 8+ and ate dinner. And tada! im here! haha

2009-08-08T16:09:00.004+08:00

Hello!! :D

New blogskin, new email, new hairstyle! Tada!!

I don't wanna be kiddy cy haha.

I went to cut my hair ytd! Passed ps Chap2 voucher before that. She offered to accompany to cut but its weird cos there's no seats to sit. But really appreciated that thought! :D

Sis say i look 3 years younger. lOL I wont say i really like this hairstyle. Not as good as i thought it will be. And the length is kind of irritating. Its warm! Good thing is that it wont go messy no matter how the wind blows lOl. Bad thing is that, the hairstyle is too common hahhaa.

why did i have the urge to change my email. My csp group mate added me ytd and called me princess!!! I was like.. ewww Noo.. i wanted to change it long time ago but im just too lazy cos need to add in all the contacts back.:/He sort of like push me to do it by calling me princess every 5s and daring me that i wont do it even 4 years later, so that my colleagues will call me princess too. lOl Though i think he jokes too much, he's still a nice guy. :/

In the end, changing email is not that hard afterall! :D Cos you can actually import contacts from ur old email :D So what i did is just to group all my frens up :D

This email actually cre8ed quite long time ago, when im dng the telemarketing job. my boss was asking for my msn. Then i dont want give him such a kiddish email so i cre8ed new one on the spot and gave him. lOl I wonder if he wonders y i didnt sign in for so long. hhahaha

yea. I'm still left with 2 reports. My timetable is set I suppose. I have my mon FREE!! tues and wed also very free.

Though it may look slacky. But i heard most of the time u still have to come to sch 5days/week to discuss about projs. This sem, Leadership and Teambuilding Mod is purely on projs. Have to collaborate with corporates. I wonder how we are going to get the contacts from corporates. haha

School is tooooo stressful. Especially with the ppl i met. So many top JCs students. So many straight As, so many double degree, so many scholarship holders! =.= ppl must be wondering how a single A scorer can get into smu lol. I'm really surprised how guys can be so good at everything. Got brain, got money, got looks. They look like bochap ppl but they're scholarship holders/double degree prog. So envy *.*

gradings are by bell curve. (Not this again!) and i wonder how come so many ppl can get gpa >3.8 out of 4. =.=

Is being a teaching assistant that important? Is being a exco member so important?
I'm like wanting to hop CCAs as much as I can to learn more things, to cope with studies and to work if it's possible.

I've yet to plan my path. Should i go for overseas exchange? Should I go for more internships? Should I go for OCIP?

Alright, shall leave this after sch starts. Have to complete my Reports first =.=

2009-08-06T20:48:00.002+08:00

So exciting. New moon's trailer is out like 2 months ago and i only seen it now. LOL

refer to this to see the video
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=58185785 or
http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/newmoon_movie.html

couldnt copy the html for the video to post it here though :/

i kind of forgot whats in it alr. Gotta read it again before it shows on 20th Nov 09 (but normally it will be shown later in singapore)

2009-08-06T16:27:00.008+08:00

Hello people, I have super lots of things to talk about but.. can't possibly finish all of them. can only summarise them.

I have been dreading July to come and now, it has ended. Definitely TIRED, but with lots of fun!

Its like, whew~ finally everything has ended, can enjoy my remaining 2 weeks (1.2 weeks for now) before i start school!

Summary - with pics!

My july started off with StarringSMU, we 1st met up for bonding day(1st weekend of July) which i posted the photo in my blog. Then it was SMU gives back, helping the beneficiaries, which includes helping Handicap Welfare Association for their event, then painted the wall at their leisure corner.

Almost whole team with kiat, lydia and huixin missing

Then it came the super tiring and burning CAR WASH on the 2nd weekend on July. 8-6pm for both days hence, i turned into a chao ta human after that.

Girls! all present except lydia our co-faci

Almost all present except Glen who was quarantine, Yixue who was sick, lydia n jason who has sth on.

Then it came the Grand Finale last wed (29th July) Almost all present except jason, glenn and eric who has sth on. Thats the amount we raised for our beneficiary- My Buona Vista Place through our car wash.
SMU JUMP! (SMU's fav hobby)
That marks the end of Starring.

1st ever camp i went was Asoc Camp - Accountancy Camp. I have no idea why they call it Asoc. Accountancy is Asoc, Business is Bondue, Social Science is call Soci, IS is call MetaphosIS. Econs i dunno hahaa

Asoc camp was really fun and the ppl in my group is really nice. We took like few hundreds of photos. all in facebook. I'm gd enough to pull it to blog :D

it started off with pre-camp dinner, 2 days before the camp @ heerens.

Then camp games which u can refer to facebook. This photo is taken after we bathe at sentosa on day2

group photo taken during the camp!

had our 1st outing on 28th July, at minds cafe.

2nd outing, after accountancy academic briefing @ raffles city shokudo.

Ending it with, SMU JUMP!

@ sentosa

@sentosa again! haha

Next up, FTB Camp! (Freshmen Teambuilding Camp) Its a compulsory camp. Sadly, we didnt manage to take much photos cos my faci didnt bring her camera. Im in the TECHNA section, and my group name is DOMO. haha its random. we chose this group name cos our faci has a domo pouch with her everytime.

The girls! I tell u how stressful it is to be in smu. all smart ppl. from left, tj(law) vj(law) rj(double degree) sp me nj.

Group photo with our domo flag that we painted ourselves using our bare hands hahaha there's 6 girls and 10 guys in total. 1 not around cos still serving army. can only be present on some days

another one during the last day. Got dunked by the guys. =.=

Ending off with

SMU JUMP again!

I dunno why they call it a smu jump. Isn't it just a normal jump? haha

Guess my blog is gonna be super easy to search again cause i keep typing smu lol.

yah, these 3 events marked the end of my pre sch activities and the whole of JULY! Oh yes, didnt upload the pathetic 2 photos with my colleagues cos they were like super busy that day. awww...

This week is my 1st week of holiday! guess what i did?

mon-meet up with asoc ppl to discuss about Bidding. Then we went over to Astons @ the cathay to have late lunch and headed to POMO to have Fruit Ice( shui guo bing) like those in taiwan. Very nice!! The ice is really different. It looks like shredded tissues. LOL POMO is a shopping mall btw, the one behind the cathay. I went there like once but i didnt realise the name is POMO. lOl then i headed to orchard to trim eyebrow then go home!

Tues- academic briefing in the morning. so nice of my group mates to chop seats for us. They're really nice ppl. Then it ended at 12, headed to raffles city shokudo to have lunch. Then headed back to sch to discuss about bidding. Settled and I'm the only one who have to go to school for all 5 days. Sad. But its alright. I only come sch for a few hours everyday. hahaha :D Im free on tues aftnn, wed morning, fri afternn. :D basically the lessons are like once a week. so i only have 5 modules. so its almost like 1 module(3hrs) a day. That is, if my biddings are successful. I went to my sch helpdesk after the discussion cos my laptop keep appearing C drive full. In the end, the IT personnel say it was a worm. Then he help me reformat and tada! my laptop is alive again! :D

Wed-Went to borrow bike from tuitee to learn how to cycle. Super thankful of daddy who watched me practice throughout. I can ride straight already!! but can't turn =.= Only practice for like 1.5 hrs and im like sweating non stop. Had alot of bruises here and there. 3 big orchehs and a tuo pi hole. =.= called my telemarketing boss also cos he missed call me. Notice that the office is moving on 17th! heard its just down the road along Spring Singapore. He say i can go back to work if im free. Super nice boss. :D

Thurs, today- went to see dentist to clean teeth and also conveniently ask her about my teeth prob. I intended to put on braces. Cos you know the hole i had, its getting smaller which is good. But the prob is my 2 front teeths are moving towards it. So its like Sangeh like that. Ugly. After consulting Joy over the price when ps told me she put on braces. Im having 2nd thoughts of putting braces. She said hers cost 3.2k. But that price is exclusive of teeth extraction. In total, she removed 4 wisdom tooths, 2 normal tooths. Total, 2k. So the total cost of this putting on braces thingy is like 5.2k =.= Thats a lot a lot of money. I can't even fork out 2k to learn driving already, needless to say putting on braces.

So ya, the dentist say that my front teeth moved because of the wisdom tooth that has grown behind. She say the movement will not be very big such that it fill up the whole hole but only will push abit. Like that i can rest assure, that putting on braces is not a must for me.

I went to see the dentist for cleaning teeth only. In the end, she spotted 2 holes and help me fix it. In the end, I paid 135 for it. 45 for cleansing and 45 each for each hole. =.= heart pain.

Yah, initially, wanted to go cut hair. but after spending 135, i decided to go and cut another day which is tml. Cutting will cost me another 40 bucks. I'm gonna cut it short! but not very short. maybe abit higher than shoulder length. Hopefully the hairstylist wont stop me from cutting this time round.

FYI, Last dec, i told him i wanna cut hebe hair then he say it'll make my head looks very big so i didnt cut that time round.

yah, so that sum up my whole July and the 1st few days of Aug.

I realised, my facebook photos jumped from 85 to 212 now after all the camps lOl

2009-08-05T00:10:00.002+08:00

So many things to do for the rest of the week!!

1) CIP Report (2-3 pages long)
2) Learn Cycling (borrowed bike from my tuitee! lol)
3) Bid for Modules
4) See Dentist
5) Do Career Services Talk Assignment

will update more when im free tml

2009-07-31T20:36:00.002+08:00

hello readers!!! So sorry that i didnt blog. I totally had no time to blog.

Last time i was talking about car wash. Omg, i had a super bad tan. Thats not e worst. you'll know later.

Yah, so i was working 5 days after e car wash straight. Had lot of stuffs to do. cos im ending work quite soon. Did like 2 days OT and had tuition also. Busy with facebook also cos need to add all the new frens and seee all the photos taken ahha

Then Sat, went out with RJ for movie marathon. hahaha we watched iceage 3D and harry potter together with kk n sq for the latter one. the 3D effect was not alot. but the experience was not bad cos I didnt watch 3D before!! hahaha I'm suay enough to tio bird shit on that day. But i didnt tell anyone. so ya, my 1st birdshit in the lifetime. Be careful while walking along orchard road at night haha

Went home to find out that my mom didnt pack my bag for me and i reached home at ard 11pm. In the end i only slept at 2am. Thats why im super duper tired during Ftb (freshman teambuilding camp). Its actually a outward bound camp at east coast park.

Went to assemble and i was the 1st girl of the group to reach. Sat beside junlong who's from accountancy too :D at least theres sth to talk like asoc camp haha. Meet up other ppl as well. Theres 10 guys, 6 girls. 3 from law. wow. Had games like arrange yourself according to your birth dates, nearest mrt station and hp no. on 2 benches. hp no. was extreme la hahha me and jun long had like 5 digits the same from the front. thats like so qiao. haha

Then decided on group name and drew flag. Our group is called the DOMO group!! Why all my group names is MOMO one. LOL DOMO MOJO! lOL DOMO is so relevant to me lah. I have 2 domos at home cos my sis likes it so much.

Then headed for our 1st station game. Had to like carry the hula hoop out of the cone using bamboo sticks and to go over some lines. It was really tough. Had to do reflections for most of the activities.

Had night games as well. SOme ghostie stories. The op comm make up till like ghost. super scary but once u know they're humans its not so scary already :D my face kenna paint la. =.= got peanut butter's smell and taste lol

then only slept at 2am i guess. The tent is super warm can. I was like sweating the whole night. initially 6 girls squeeze inside the tent. but in the end, 1 went other tent to slp and 2 sacrifies and slept under the sky. The same thing goes for the 2nd night.

2nd day we played the activcities again. Was preparing to go rafting and the sky suddenly turn black! no choice but to miss the rafting :(

Had finale night. Super cool. Had my 1st clubbing experience? nah, they just played the music there with lights off. my group super on. we stood on the platform. I got no choice but to follow. Still think its quite boring and tired to dance.

then had final challenge on the last day. It was super fun cos my group ppl all super duper high. We were like so close to be the 1st!! urgh!!

Sat on the Jurong shuttle bus back home with my group mate jayrius and to find out that he's from FUHUA TOO!!! Super qiao can. Cos theres only like 3 batch of seniors before me. And he happen to be the 1st batch and also the person who was there in the school diary to teach us the correct way of wearing the uniform LOL. still can't believe that the world is so small.

Went home to put down bag and then headed to Sch of econs to meet up with Asoc camp ppl. Had dinner at mind's cafe. played taboo and sabotage. Super fun. hahaha biqing drove me to commonwealth station after that cos shes on e way. so cool. first time sit on fren's car and she just got her license too but she drives everyday.

Next day was Starring SMU finale. Dr Vivian came as our guest of honour and we presented the cheque to him. We washed a total of 1400+ cars on 2 days! thats a great achievement. Slacked in the afternn and went home at 630 when they started drinking at our sch's pub. yea.

went to work ytd and i fell sick with flu, and the going to be sorethroat. Die, hope its not h1n1. Think i didnt get enough rest thats y. Yah... last day of work today. prepared cards for them and icecream! they inturn gave me money($200!!) and a card :D super surprised that they gave me so much money.

HAving 2 tuitions tml. Hopefully I'll get well sooon.

2009-07-19T00:11:00.002+08:00

Random photos time! haha
Pics we drew on the wall @ handicap welfare association. Its a group effort :D
our theme is 4 seasons :D

Autumn

Summer and spring

winter

My artpiece! :D love frog hahaa

Took this while waiting for my parents to transfer money

miracally, My laptop recovered. Think its some dried rice that stuck on the f cursor LOL im being paranoid. lol

car wash part 2 tml! I feel like taking 1/2 day leave to slp more. zzzzzZZZZ

2009-07-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

WARNING WARNING, this post is gonna be long/wordy.

hello ppl!!! I had such a fulfilling week this week :D though Im like super tired, but Im Happy :D :D

1st of all, I would like to say, Im Back from ASOC camp!!! ASOC ROCKS MY SOCKS. lOl thats what we had to shout for some station games. haha

Eh wait. Before that was precamp dinner on fri. 6 went. 2 guys 4 girls. haha alright lah. We ate at shokudo fine dining @ heerens. I was the 3rd to reach. Meet up justyne and clement. They talk as if they knew each other long ago LOL.

Ate Katsu-don. clement ate some pasta and the bowl was like super big but portion super small. Whereas for all our Dons, we had dons and a bowl of udon! haha Thats like so worth the money. But sadly, we girls didnt manage to finish them all. Clement was nice enough to help us finish 2 bowls out of 3. Alvin came later and helped me to finish mine. haha

Went home after that.

Sat, had Starring again(my cip prog). Went to paint e wall for the recreation corner for handicap welfare association. My art piece was there!! so satisfied with it. Manage to draw out the standard i drew like few years back for art. hahaha Its Lotus and Froggy again! Overall it was super nice. Lazy to upload them. Shall upload next time cos im not using my own lappy now.

After Starring, went to celebrate ber's bday with hj, sq, kk. So paiseh they had to wait for us like 1hr+. Alright. then we went to raffles city some very nice icecream crepe shop beside ben & jerry. Ate some sandwich which was like super big portion compared to sq n kk's baked rice. lol super full after that

went to river island to buy "vouchers" for ber. Actually she bought a bottom, so i just helped her to pay 3/4 of it. haha thats our bday present for her cos she dont want us to treat her dinner lol. Then we headed to marina that big wheel there to take photo, sing bday song etc. went around looking for places to sit down and eat cake. in e end, settled at marina square. Talked and went home! Photos refer to FB lol

Uploaded photos on fb and packed bag for Asoc Camp.

Asoc camp day 1!! Ice breaking games. Played superman wonderwomen and spiderman again. I wonder y smu ppl like this game so much. Its just another version of Scissors paper stone .LOl played Yeehaa! Love that game. and also Hmm Chi Chi Hmm Chi. haha

headed off for first game- to eat food ard the sch. we have a list to go with. headed to nasi lemak shop for lunch. Didnt eat that but ate chee cheong fan instead cos i had a heavy breakfast. Then headed to iluma for icecream, alberts park for cheap icecream also, kopitiam for fruits, raffles city for fish n chips, donut.

Back to sch for station games. Quite fun. 1st game was disgusting. We're throwing raw chicken and papayas and the opposing team is suppose to catch it. Sucks, I thought I'd be able to catch the chicken but i didnt catch it!! It hit on my shoulder and flew past. =.= As a result, my shirt was dirty, a little blood stain. LOl of cos its the chicken's blood. But we're so damn lucky we're the first group to play. cos they ain't gonna replace the chicken with a new one. So when it comes to the end of the day, the chicken like dislocated LOL

Then headed to some piggyback and eat marshmellow game. I self proclaim fat so I hurry and volunteer myself to be the one who ties the marshmellow. haha we won in the end!!

Oh ya, the theme of this camp is actually heros vs villians. So we're the villians and my grp is called MOJOJOJO !! haha i like this name though. so cute! ahhaha

Then we headed back to soa to play darts. Im the 1st n only one to burst e balloon wuahaha so lucky. haha but we lost in e end, cos opposing team burst 2 balloons.

Then headed to play ball games. Have to throw balls to the other side. winner will be the one with less balls. But its stupid. Winner is like the one who stops throwing first when the music stops. then our grp had to do the forfiet. We did monkey gorilla chipanzee. Can refer to fb photos lOL the one we lined up in 3 rows. haha

Then i think next station was like complete task in 100s. Like NG 100s etc.

Then headed to memorise cards with colours etc. then blablabla. forgot the rest of the games.

Went for dinner at 6+ . not too bad luh. Packet dinner. Rice, wanton, vege, chicken. Went to hostel to bathe after that. They have showers!! haha Im stupid enough to leave my shirt in the sch. so i wore back the old one. but manage to change after that.

Had night station games. taking random photos etc.

was really tired. Didnt went out with the guys to eat bah chor mee. Stayed with justyne sumin alvin jielong. alvin had flu so he took medicine and slept. while the rest of us plus victor our sub. faci had true or dare or HTHT lol slept at 2+am.

Day 2

woke up at 7am. ate breakfast! quite nice. economic noodle + otah + fishcake. Headed off to sentosa via chartered bus. Reached there at ard 10am.

Played games all the way. till 6pm and wash up. Camwhore after that, had dinner and watch performances put up by the facis. The facis all imitated their group name's characters. So our faci acted mojojojo haha. she's very unlucky. have to put on army camou. Cos mojojojo is green in colour lOl dinner was damn good! pineapple rice, sweet n sour fish, spicy sotong, cream puff, sausage, cake etc Its buffet style btw

went back to sch at 11pm.

Had Truth or Dare again. I kenna twice. To write Asoc against the glass using butt and do something to the chair erotically? actually i didnt really know the meaning of erotically. just anyhow lOl.

Then we had this drinking water game using a deck of cards. 1-4 will be eg, 1 will be drink 1/2 cup. 4 will be drink 2 cups of water. blablabla

We were like rushing to toilets after that la. haha

had HTHT for a while then i went to slp first cos my eyes are super red, like a vampire. Really. That serious.

It was 4+am by then.

Woke up at 8am and realised the ppl who HTHT didnt slp at all. they even went mac for breakfast.

Then breakfast was damn nice-buffet style again. beehoon, choc cake, curry puff, soonkweh, jap seaweed chicken. Love it lah. haha

then headed to admin building for debreif and stuffs, sponsor talks. We went to the sports hall. Viewed the video facis made for us. so cool, we get to lie down on the floor to watch the clips. Like omni theatre like that.

Took photos after that and wrote stuffs for everyone. Im so unlucky that the newurbanmale plastic bag i had didnt have the NOTEBOOK. arghhhhhh

Headed to SOB after that cos my parents were there alr. they came to pass me laptop for the OCS (office of career services) talk.

Meet up with ber n xx also. played games like memorising everyones' name in the seminar room. Like adding an adjective infront of your name. then repeat the person's name infront of u.

let me list down all the names just in case i forget.
dawn, sam, michelle, shyan, valerie,jiamin, melissa, huiting, jason, weijie, lydia, sarah, peiqin, daniel, yipeng, sharon, melissa, darrick, jocelyn, shaun, shao yao, i forgot, mark, gerald, weilong, me, xx, chuan zhi, ching sth, samuel, junhan, cashwin, jonathan, zoe, jolin, forgot, forgot, forgot, celia? Its good i still manage to rmb some names after 3 days lol

Then headed home!!!

Wed, start work immediately. Omg. They gave me so many things to do. I forgot to tap my card when i go home :(

Thurs, more work to complete. Meet up CCC at night at commonwealth. Surprising, i was in the same mrt as zy! haha Went ikea instead of zichar. then went anchorpoint xin wang to have muacheee. Super big tow huay also lol

went home after that! refer to profile pic in fb and other ccc's blog haha

Fri, no energy this week alr. i've been using mp3 during office hours to keep me awake. I haven been replensihing my sleeping time eversince i came back from camp. lOl

meet up with jc clique to celebrate birthday at jp since hj'scamp is somewhere there. Had a good time!! :D bene's fren , wenhui is really nice to talk with. refer to fb for photos lOL

Thats all for my long post. Tml is car wash !! hope to see u ppl in holland V!

2009-07-09T20:35:00.003+08:00

hello hello. Im back to blog again...

There's this pre accountancy camp dinner tml night. Initally, i didnt wanna go cos I feel that its stupid. Why waste a night time to bond when we can bond on the day itself. But still, told my faci that im gng. LOL

But i really dont understand why. Its like my first time hearing such thing. haha I heard sports camp also have a pre camp dinner on sat. So ber n xx may not make it for e outing. But we can still arrange e timing lOl.

Yah... so i saw e accountancy camp email. seems like my group (mojojojo) has only like 7-8 ppl? No wonder they wanna arrange dinner to know ppl from other grps. And, one of them happens to be in my cip group. But not really close to him though.

Yup, so talking abt friends. The cip grp although its 10 ppl, its sort of divided into 4 cliques? Me and 2 gals, then 2girls, then 2 guys, 3 guys. Actually the one from law is very friendly. She seems very outgoing but is quite quiet during all e activities. Maybe I bore her LOL I really wanted to talk more, but like no common topics. cos she's from prestige schools while im like a commoner. ~~Maybe partly because i feel inferior lol no brains, no looks, no money haha im such a pessimist.~~

I feel so dead these 2 weeks. Havent been gng out with friends but busy with CIP and work. No LIFE :( Hopefully this sat outing will still be on and also ccc outing :D so look forward to it haha
I haven't been sleeping 12 hours straight for the past few weeks lOl Think this whole month cannot slp till afternn alr. All weekends are taken!!! I want my bed~!! And this weekend I'll be sleeping in sch with hard floors =.=

So much rantings LOl jiayou jiayou in making frens, in jianfei-ing lOl my whole family is like getting fat together lOl I asked my mom to cook lesser for all of us haha wonder if that helps haha

ohya, i saw jasmine gui n benjamin last sat. haha so random.

I miss my pri sch, ccc , saco, s05 friends!! I want sing K also(but weekends are expensive)! lol
anyone can volunteer to organise 6cc outing? lol

2009-07-07T21:12:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl! Above are my group members for my cip prog! :D Almost full strength excluding 2 facis and 2 teamates who came either in e aftnn or next day. haha the faci says the guy on extreme right looks like lin jun jie lOl. I think he looks more like sun xie zhi lol

almost all my female teamates damn skinny, tall, chio. Like everything good. Envy. Beside me is a law student. then the rest of the girls are from business.

Finally receive a call from accountancy camp. I think I kind of have a phobia of it alr after seeing the photos for the mock camp. Mock camp are camps for the facilitators to test out the whole camp activity. I saw raw chicken, papaya being used to play captains lOl and all those boy girl games stuff.

Alright, getting back to work tml. So proud of myself on mon to finish folding 100 letters in 1 hour. LOL I used to take whole aftnn to finish 277letters. Thats a great improvement :D

I kind of feel paiseh to take so many day leaves alr. =.= Oppsey!

CCC dinner on next thurs, Bdae celebration next Sat. Dinner with ben yg a k next sun?Hopefully there's another bdae celebration on this sat. But must make sure hj doesnt get to do guard duty lol

2009-07-06T21:55:00.002+08:00

I'm taking leave tml again for CIP. Hands acheing due to excessive carrying of heavy stuffs and bowling LOL I scored 140 ytd! My personal high score lol shall show u all my improvements next time cos my new lappy allows me to bluetooth photos which will be much easier!

Just had tuition. Dont like acid base salts! =.= but still have to teach.

Im so packed on weekends. Please jio me out from 1st Aug onwards, I'll be super duper duper free everyday cos I quit my job and all the pre uni programs would have ended by then. :D

one of my groupmate happen to be a smoker. Eww. I thought the stand-in Facilitator looks quite good looking. But when I see him smoke, my impression of him became negative LOL. Dont like people who smokes. smoking is a nono. haha

Finally settled a date for rj n bene bday celebration. Hopefully they dont mind it being so small scaled lOl

will be off for my 1st camp this weekend, 12-14th!
Please, Big Aunt either come faster or dont come LOL

2009-07-05T14:30:00.003+08:00

Hello Hello.

Am very busy for this whole july!! CIP took up my 8 days (9am-6pm) and theres Sch of accountancy camp and also Compulsory Freshmen Camp which is 3 days 2 night each. Total, It took up my 14days out of 31 days in July! Somemore , I'm still working. So paiseh, I took 7 days leave in total to attend all these stuffs. Except for this sunday, the rest of the weekends of the month are taken!! So people, you can only ask me out on weekdays and weekends night. That's the only time im free.

That's why, I have no idea which day i should arrange to celebrate benedicta's and Rj's birthday!! Feel so bad about it. =.=

Gonna see if there's anything i can buy for her at IMM later for her birthday.

Attended 2 CIP day out of 8 alr. Fri was bonding day. We went to the T junction to assemble. The place is so cool :D Its actually a underground pass that links up all schools in SMU. I only know that on friday. Cos i didnt attend e open house haha.

Went to check e list of names, it doesnt have my name. Frankly speaking i was rather angry with the facilitators. Cos i gave them the slip during matriculation day together with xx n ber at the same time but i passed the slip to another person. Then, they're supposed to contact me like on wed. Yah, I received missed calls cos i didnt bring my phone to work. So i waited for thurs for someone to call me to inform me abt what time and where to meet etc. In the end no one called. So i smsed the missed call person (shan't mention e name), asked if he's e person in charge for the CIP prog. He say ya, then asked me who im and then continued with the details. That night i was like thinking, how can e person be so irresponsible. LOL

and it turns out to be my name was not in e list. =.= had to go there to walk-in register!! Im not supposed to be a walk in participant lo. So nvm, I was assigned to a group after that, and it happens that that group facilitator is the one who is suppose to call me. Then i purposely asked him how come my name was not in e list. He say its his fault , he didnt go and inform the head faci abt it. Haiz... forget it since it has already happened.

Now that i was not registered, I didnt receive mails on the prog like the onTrac thingy. My group mate offered to fwd me the mail. So nice of her :D

Alright, so lets get back to bonding day. We played games like superheros. me and adam happends to be the last PK in the 1st 2 games. but he kept winning lOl So damn funny- superman, batman, wonderwomen, xmen. So after all the ice breaking games, we went to angmokio, do all the task list. I choose the easiest one lOL ask someone to read some sentence backwards. Then others kenna educate e ppl in mrt why we should let our seats to the elderlys, say a joke to a stranger, ask a stranger to spell Hippopotamus haha Surprisingly, out of 5 ppl we have asked, 4 got it wrong! haha in e end, a rgs girl got it right. ate alot of things (we're supposed to eat food from A-Z) and after e whole thing, went back sch.

Dismissed at 6+pm, went to suntec to get things for sis. Home sweet home! Mentally drained.

Ytd, had tuition in e morning, then rush off to Handicap Welfare Association for CIP. Helped to carry the boxes and then went over to HortPark at Alexandra. Its a very nice park!! :D First time there though, all the manmade scenary quite nice though haha.

Then do alot of stuffs,then whole thing ended at 7pm. Took 61 home. Reached home at 8pm. Ate and watch fav. Boys over Flowers :D

Still got 6 more days to end e whole CIP thingy. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh gonna be so tired this whole month!

2009-07-01T20:24:00.002+08:00

I blogged! haha

Ytd i took leave to settle all the matriculation stuffs. Have to be there in person!

the previous night I was so troubled by the giro form (cos I didnt know i have to fill that up also though im taking study loan) In e end, I just heck care and went for matriculation

Meet up with xx n ber 945am@ cityhall mrt and then walked to Sch of Acc(SOA), it was crowded! There's ppl giving out pamplets(for all the camps, CIP progs) on our way there. Took temp and went in. went station by station. first verify IC, then submit tuition grant form n giro form. 3 of us didnt fill up e giro form LOL. we asked if we could give them at a later date, they say can give them during 2nd window matriculation. Then after that, took convocation invitation letter, then we went for our compulsory community briefing at 1030am. Then, I realised I made a mistake lOL its 80hrs of CIP within years in Uni. Then there alot of intro to the different CIP camps.

Went out @ 12+pm. Handed in our freshman booklet. Then signed up for sch camps, and got approach by sports camp students. I joined sports camp initially due to peer pressure. In e end, I manage to withdraw from the camp. Reason being, if i go, I'll meet my period, i took alot of leaves alr, (my leader in the team happens to be transferred to another department, so they need a lot of my help) , and lastly, I don't know how to swim. You have to pass e swimming test in order to get in i suppose. and its on the 7th july. How can i possibly learn swimming in 7days ? Plus, I got no time to learn swimming also. And, they need camp fees of $60 dollars. Initially, I thought the 200 admission fund is for all the camps. In e end, no, its only for the Compulsory freshmen camp and Sch CIP camps and admission procedures?

Anw, managed to withdraw. Very glad that xx n ber didnt blame me for psing them. Cos i really dunno how to swim =.=

Then signed up for SOA camp. $30. So malu. no cash to pay. So we went to cheers there, got a atm machine. Then after that, bought some food for our lunch. Ate at e bench at sch of business, then headed to Library for our compulsory briefing on Library Training @ 130pm. Seems like, we'll need to use the library resources quite frequently. The library is big, as spacious as NLB? haha

but before that, we collected our student card! with our face in it lOl that is like those pass to enter the sch cos got gantry.

After that, headed back to SOA to sign up for CIP. settled. Then both of them have sth on and went off first. meanwhile i went to sign up SOA camp cos just now no money. then look at the laptop vendors. Ask them is it possible to order online. they say can but laptop will take a very long time to reach. She say it will be better if u buy within these 3 days ( pay and u can bring home immediately). then i called home to ask my mom. I cannot take leave on the next few days also. So can only buy on that day but NETs not enough money LOL so my mom transferred money to my account.

Meanwhile, I saw on some bench outside SOA.Stoned. 2 girls came to join me to sit on e bench. I wonder what they're waiting for lOL.

mom phoned me and then I went in to buy. By that time its alr 3+pm. Then payment done. Went into a room, they help us configure straight away after payment. Saw bee wah in there. Spoke to her abit. She's gng social sciences. She says that I used to be very quiet last time hahaha which means im chatty now?( that's good) lol But honestly, I can only last a conversation for ard 15mins at most lOL cos when u meet new ppl, its all the standard qns, which sch r u from, which sch u gng, you know so and so who is in ur sch? whats ur combi? etc.

after everything, lazy to walk back to mrt, so decide to take bus (since im carrying such a big bag of laptop with all the freebies.) there's 3 bus for me to take. 174,77,106. Each of them will take 1 hr to reach home. LOL meanwhile, I slept on e bus. hehe reached home only at 6+pm.

What a long day for me!

Big event for the day, I bought my first laptop( mom sponsored) :D

if i attend the whole full 80 hours of CIP, I will have to take ard 10 days of leave for this month in total. =.= hopely It will mostly be on aftnn so I can take 1/2 day only. At least not so cham.

2009-06-28T15:47:00.003+08:00

Hello people :D Just feel like blogging again. I just realised my blog was opened on 17th October 04! haha So fast its reaching 5th year! I'm kind of lazy to read all my past posts. But I read a little ( the 1st few entries). I realised, my english is the mixture of chinese n eng. lOl As the years goes, I think I'm writing my blog in a more proper way which is good. A good way to improve my english haha.

Swine flu cases increased to 400+ alr! haha huiqi ytd still thought it was 100+ cases haha. my korea trip :( I think I've been complaining too much. But don't go overseas also have its pros. Like, I dont need to be quarrantine (if korea happens to be in e list), I can save money for Laptop, Clothes.

Ytd, I saw Jack at JustAcia. Thinking back, I haven't been active in soka for the whole holiday. Tuition takes up my weekends and soka meeting often clashes with them. Hmm, faith this kind of thing needs preserverence. I'm just too lazy to chant :( Hopefully my mom dont get disappointed with me ( cos i'm the only one who listens to her to attend soka meetings). One main reason why I'm so lazy is because, I don't know how to chant e chim part, the other reason is becos I joined soka too late. I should have join in during sec1. Most of them know each other quite long alr. Everytime I go, Im alone. :(

But on the other hand, soka allows me to try new stuffs. haha Facilitator( which I would nv want to be one again) and dancer. Still super touched that hj rj n bene came to support me. :) I always thought they wouldn't since its a religious thing. I'm gonna graduate from ASD (Alvl student division) soon :D will miss all my ICs- Shijia and wenqing. They're really very nice ppl :D

Then, I'll move on to smusd.

Still having doubts in uni studies. Why am I such a pessimistic person. haha I should look forward for the new life!!!!! I still can't reach my senior there. :(

I think I always think a lot. No wonder all my white hairs popping out again ( no, it has always been growing lol)

I can't watch angmoh shows from e website hj gave me. The megaupload doesnt LOAD :(

I'm still living in the world of boys over flowers. LoL I think the youngest guy is very cute! Qiu tian is very pretty :D haha have to wait for every sat, since I dont want to listen to korean language. LOL

I wonder how samuel get 600k in typing maniac.. LOL

2009-06-27T23:39:00.002+08:00

I'm back blogging again. This weekend I finally meet up with CO tanbos :D I didnt know hj was gng. hope he didnt blame me for not asking him go lol

I was 10 mins early!! haha first time lol Then after that, meet up with Huiqi first. cos she also reached. Her working life soooo eventful. Changed 3 jobs. haha She start working when As are over immediately. Really admire how sociable she is. haha

Then jiamin came and we walk ard raffles city. decided to go JustAcia to have our dinner cos of unlimited flow of drinks n icecream lol walked ard suntec fountain of wealth lol. Then liting came :D we went in to sit first. it was ard 5++pm. Then we chat till like 630pm. hj n cuiying still haven reach so we decided to order food first. Abt 7++pm, then 2 of them reached. We ate finish alr lol. Then we chatted till 9+ 10pm. Can't believe we're in the place for 4 hours. LOL went home with liting n cuiying :D

Had tuition in the morning today :D my tuitee stayed overnight at her cousin house (not too sure if its for e tuition) but i feel damn bad abt it. Have to make her travel so far. But no choice, I need extra income. =.=

As for chem, now im at acid bases n salt. (I kind of hate this topic) lOL there's quite a lot of things like chemical eqns to memorise, then how to separate salts etc. I hope I can teach well by then. My tuitee doesnt seems to work as hard as me :( thats e bad thing though

It's been so long since I had a sleepless night. very shag now. Yawn~

2009-06-26T23:37:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl :D

The week ended! Its like so fast this week :D Quite a Suay week lol

Mon, the company has the internal audit coming to pick and ask the workers their new environmental policy. I didnt receive the card on the info on those environmental policies though. But there's poster placed ard the co. My colleagues told me temp no need to know.

IN THE END, the audit chose me!!!!! How it goes is like this. The internal audit is suppose to be at the front when i last saw him. Suddenly, he came in from back door. He asked my colleague who sits behind me. Then, my other colleagues siam immediately ( go find other colleagues , some having meetings) then my sis also learn e same thing, she go toilet immediately!

I was like thinking, whew~ Lucky temp dont need to know. And I was like thinking, This row ask 1 alr, surely wont ask me. In the end, SUAY SUAY, he say hello to me and ask me e qns. He caught me UNPREPARED!! I told him I'm only a temp and he say temp also need to know. =.= Lucky the poster was at the cabinet behind which is erm, 2 m away from me, so i can still peep. lOL he asked what GEMS stands for (Global environmental management system) and ask what policy the co is approaching (EARTH, dunno what each stands for). Lucky before that, my colleagues were talking abt all these so i heard a little. I only know R stands for reduce. And he ask me what are the 3 things. I only know reduce paper!! =.= Then I crapped one, reduce Electricity. then he say erm, ya, actually is energy. and i gave up e last one which is fuel! But thinking back, energy is generated from fuel isnt it. So save energy = save fuel. why they repeated e same thing? haha

Roar! Super scary. Haix... suay till cannot suay.

Oh yes, then tues i think, my comp spoilt. cannot load to windows. And I have to call ISAP again. I was hoping that I wont tio that erm that guy again. but too bad, its him. The atmosphere is super weird. But this time, his actions are faster ( I meant he response to the call faster and also repair e thing faster lol)

Then ytd, did the feedback again. As promised, i gave him perfect feedback. LOL (last time i gave him poor rating due to helpdesk miscommunications and he emailed me, saying that hopefully I'll give him a positive feedback next time) So, in e end he replied thank you to me. Suay enough, I went down 3rd floor to give payment requisite forms, I already purposely walk another route to avoid letting him see that im at 3rd floor. But when im going back i saw him at e lift there! and we took same lift together(only 2 of us). Atmosphere very weird again. He asked me in e lift - is your pc ok? I just say yup. Then get off e lift without saying bye. Should I say bye in e first place? :X

errrrrrrrr hopefully i dont see him again next week. Must siam siam siam alr. lol

Today is a busy day :D finally got stuffs to do. Helping lyon sortting out old dealership agreements and I still haven finish investigating why SAP ys13 and ys88 dont give same values. Arghhhhhhhh.

Singapore got so many cases of Swine Flu Alr (300+++)!!! Hopefully Korea dont increase its cases. If not I'll miss sch when it reopens (if need to quarrantine 7 days) Noooooooo, dont cancel my trip.

Poor Ber is in Msia, she missed the freshmen camp registration date
Poor kk is gng Brunei for training
Poor Cy may not be gng overseas :((

Stop this swine flu :(

2009-06-24T22:05:00.003+08:00

This week super tiring, I don't know why. Maybe I didnt get enough sleep during the last weekend.

Holiday is like so gonna end in 1mth +. So ffast, i'll be starting my last month of work in a less than 2 weeks! My income is gonna stop after Jul! Awww..

I still don't think I earned enough for future use. I dont think I will be left with any pocket money if i pay for the whole laptop lOl. Plus, my parents are planning to go Korea! but everything not confirmed. If we go, then I'll have to fork out 1.4 k excluding expenses. LOL have to take money from another bank to use first :X

I didnt achieve anything during this holiday other than getting fat! lOl i so wanna tell myself to go run every week but I hate running so much. Makes you pant like shyt lOl cannot think of any sports that will make u slim down instantly lOl

I was browsing the sch of acc intake 09 student photos these few days. Good news is, there's quite a few sa girls gng there. Most of them are from the TAN family! haha Tasia(from choir), Caroline(ex st nich's cellist who almost joined co lol) and my 1st 3 mths classmate Cheryl! That's good news for me. Though I didnt talk to the 1st 2 before, but its still good to know that there's at least ppl from the same sch n batch as you. :D

Also went to see other sch's freshmen. Saw Carol (fhss) gng Economics, Bee wah (pri sch fren) @ social science. There's my 1st 3 mths gd fren, Amy @ social science too. Michelle's bf also happens to be in the same batch as me. Not to forget, Bertha n XX :D

Can tell myself i'm not alone LOL

Read through some of the foundation courses thing briefly. Only exempted from calculus. Have to go for intro econs [just becos i didnt get A for H1 econs :( ] and also academic writing cos I got D for GP. There's also some eng centre thing for ppl to improve grammar and writing skills (cos their professors commented on their grammas and pronounciations). I think I'll visit that Eng centre very soon since my eng is always so lousy.

And, I finally found a senior in SOA. Lucky Lucky. Can ask her for advice. She's from saco but i seldom talk to her :X hope i can contact her in msn asap to understand which profs are better and all the bidding sys stuffs haha

I guess studying in smu will spend a lot of money. Exp canteen ( heard is normal air-con food court price) , buying laptops, buying formal clothings for presentation. Not too sure if cosmetics is a must :X

A degree consist of 20% class participation, 20%Quiz, 20%Presentations, 40% Exams. Being exam smart is insufficient! Arrrrrhhhhh.....

Have to do 80 hours of CIP each year and have to write a report on it and appraisal to be written by the organisation. 0.0

Writing skills is impt.. hopefully I'll survive ~ x.x

2009-06-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

Koped from zy's blog LOL

Chee Yae uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. (SO TRUE!)

The circumstances when Chee Yae does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. (Definitely true! High tolerance level lOl)She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. (Maybe?)
Chee Yae will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. [ same as ziyi lOl]

Chee Yae is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Chee Yae doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Chee Yae will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Chee Yae believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.Chee Yae will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!In reference to Chee Yae's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Chee Yae slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. [ am I? haha ]

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Chee Yae can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Chee Yae's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Chee Yae that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Chee Yae also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. [ TRUE!] Chee Yae is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem.

Chee Yae's self-concept is artificially low. Chee Yae will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Chee Yae to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. [ NOT TRUE haha I think im e opposite lol]She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Chee Yae is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Chee Yae is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time. [ maybe LOL ]

Chee Yae is having a lack of physical energy at the time this handwriting was written. If someone has very short and straight down lower loops (like in the y or g), this indicates this person's physical drive (activity or sex) is compromised. Usually, this indicates the person simply isn't interested in getting too physical right now. This could be a temporary mood which often happens when the body is sick and is healing. Or, this could be a result of an emotional or physical issue that is effecting Chee Yae 's energy level and interest in sex. Sex doesn't seem to be a priority at the moment.[of course, I dont need that now LOL ]

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Chee Yae has left some white space on the left side of the paper. Chee Yae fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion moving the entire writing rightward as she moves down the page. If this is true, then Chee Yae has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Chee Yae is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Chee Yae is leaving the past behind and moving on to what she perceives as an exciting and enticing future.

2009-06-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

Checked out this website for more camps for uni. http://www.funkygrad.com/ recommended by Siqian :D she left e co. last fri.... :(

I saw jh's fren yvonne twice this week lol I saw Mrs Ang(my chem tcher) @ IMM 3 weeks ago :D

There's so much things to do for Matriculation.
I just matriculate ytd midnight at 12+am and 3 session of the library briefing is FULL. I kind of sense the kiasu-ness of everyone once sch starts esp during online bidding for timetables n courses. LOL

I saw like passport photos in the sch portal! How can they put it online!!! :X saw all the guys photo alr LOL no one looks familiar to me. :(

Camps and camps! They didnt tell us how to sign up for e camps. Most likely gng sch of acc camp and the compulsory camp. But sports camp looks fun! but may clash with my monthly thingy :(

So happy that ber n xx will be gng to the briefings with me! we matriculated like till 1am+ ytd LOL kiasu-ness. I think im the one who influenced them lOL.

2009-06-21T14:08:00.002+08:00

weekend weekend weekend weekends!

Today is Papa's day :D Going to have dinner outside to celebrate and my dad's fav bowling after that!

Fri, I finally tidy up the drawer beside my bed. cos its soooo messy that I hate myself LOL I dont like things to be messy yet Im lazy. LOL but there's still quite a lot of things quite messy like my wardrobe. Gotta find time to clean up soon! After that, then you'll realise how clean is one corner and how messy is the other corners. Cos my sis DONT tidy up her corners AT ALL. she always wait till my mom do it for her. so bad. Living in the same room makes me feel untidy lol

Alrighty, ytd had tuition with my new student. :D My sis's tuitee recommended her cousin so she's now my new student. Not sure if I did a good job in teaching. Hope im not too fast. She's sec 1 this year and im teaching her maths! (like finally i have a maths student). Love maths!!! :D
I wonder if it will last cos she also has a group maths tuition outside. And she lives in outram. So she will take 30mins everytime she come here. like quite long hor. Maybe when sch starts I can go over her house to teach her :D

After that in e aftnn, went to lucky plaza to repair my watch! the timer needle doesnt go back to 0s but 2s. This small thingy is not under warranty! the person say its becos i dropped e watch which cause e crack which will affect e needle. the prob is, the crack is like 1 year ago and the timer needle is like only a few days ago it disfunctioned. Cannot link these 2 together! In e end, paid $15 dollars for e repair. :(

Then trimmed eyebrow and headed to Tangs to shop. They're having some singtel users promotion. regular items- 15% , discounted items - 5% for singtel users. just flash your mobile and you'll get e discount. hahah bought a pair of shoes cos its comfy. [ I think i bought shoes almost every week :X] Now i have so many pairs of shoes. let me count. 9 pairs of shoes excluding slippers. LOL last year's CNY shoes also didnt wear a lot of times also. cos I think i bought too small. Next time, dun patronise charles n keith alr lOl their shoes hurts. Seems like im buying shoes more than clothes which is BAD :X Can't possibly wear heels to sch lol

After that went far east to shop. Purpur like not much new stocks though. haha Bought a blouse at some shop and went home :D

caught my fav boys over flowers and Guessx3 at night. The violin perf was sooooo nice :D I'm wondering if I should join strings ensemble in smu lol Let's see if they allow beginners haha wanna try violin :D look forward to sihan's album. she sings well :D

one thing good abt jap hana yori dango is that the actors really knows how to play the instruments compared to korean version. but still, korean version's actors are sooo handsome! lol

2009-06-18T20:28:00.003+08:00

Ytd was a super tiring day LOl. I didnt manage to slp very late. Cos I need to inform my colleague that im nt gng so didnt slp much after that.

Then aft tt, went to clementi dbs to settle study loan thing. the consultant damn fierce and unfriendly. Hello, you are the one providing service yet you acted like we are wasting your precious time. Eww, they should sack her. I'm being bad here :X

Then after that, dad went home while me n bro get to our respective destination. I went to sch to collect cert. Was quite early ard 12+ so i settled down in e coffeeshop n ate lunch alone. I wanna eat Chee Kweh but the stall tender wasnt there.

took 142 cos must enter from front gate. Took visitor pass and temperature and collected e cert. took 142 again and went bugis.

I was 10 mins early! haha saw shuquan after that. Then we chatted abit and start walking off since ber n hiajing were late. We went Iluma! 1st time there. The aircon is damn cooling and the ceiling is high! haha I quite like the place though cos its quiet and its spacious. haha Then aft tt hj joined us followed by ber. We walked ard. The Lan SHop at 7th floor is damn cool. haha Then we went back to bugis - topshop. then they want sit down n chat. we went starbucks but its full. then we went Iluma again. settled at coffeebean. Chatted quite a lot of stuffs. Then we walked to raffles city. sq left and we went top shop again cos hj couldnt find his size. Then we went marina. Topshop again. finally bought his stuffs. haha then we ate dinner @ kfc and then walked to suntec and went citylink Starbucks. lol Home sweet home aft tt :D but my mum scolded me cos i reached home late when i have work the next day.

Woooo tml is FRIDAY :D :D

2009-06-15T22:04:00.003+08:00

Hello!!

Back for an update! This weekend I would say...Tiring cos i was sick! Luckily, trip to jurong bird park was cancelled. Cos i think my flu will get worse if i do so. Basically, i woke up at 9am, drank ge gen tang then went back to slp again, 11am woke up again. Then watch hana yori dango the movie LOL then went to slp at 5pm, woke up at 730pm. Watched fav. boys over flowers and caught Guessx3 before i slept at 120am. Basically its a Zai nu life. Cos im sick :( I pangseh jh for bird park and yg,ben for shopping and soka members for choir rehearsal :( feels guilty :X

so sun, tuition in e morning, went thru her test paper. She told me the mole wasnt tested. In the end i found out there's 6 qns on the mole in MCQ and she got 5 of them wrong! Thats pretty bad. Wasted my effort to teach all the formulas since she di gam-ed all.

Afternn, went to imm to take a look at last last week's photoshoot. My bogay tooth did showed up again. Lol but not very serious n obvious so its alright. LOL actually our set only includes one 20x24 family portrait, then 2 individual portrait + my parents portrait. So total is $860 including makeup n hairdo money. In e end, we find most of the pics nice, so we decided to make one more 8R framed photo- add $80. Then my sis find her self portrait very nic so she develop one 6R- $50. As for the remaining photos, if you want to burn in a disc+4r photo, each photo cost $25. Totally eat money lol In e end we bought the hardcopies of the3R photos that they develop to let us choose. $5 each. Super exp. But its only twice in a lifetime( cos aft i graduated, we're gonna take again) hoho. so should be worth it. haha

Then after that, walked ard imm and bought a pair of shoes. I got quite a few pairs of shoes alr =.= then went home watch tian cai cong cong cong. Funny! :D haha ate durian for supper hahah

I was super amazed that if we drink salt water in the durian shell, then we won't get sore throat and also, if u want the odour of the durian away from your hands, just rinse it with water that went through the shell. haha amazing!

Gonna take leave on wed to take Alvl Cert and settle tuition fee loan and out with ber, hj n sq.

This weekend is father's Day :D

to be continue tml or so...

2009-06-12T22:03:00.002+08:00

Heyeeeee

I'm having flu AGAIN :(

I asked my colleague to help me take brochures on laptops for me ytd. Cos i wanna compare e price betw pc show and what sch offers.

In conclusion, its sama sama. LOL

Was looking through the laptops. Smu only offered Fujitsu and Lenovo. :( fujitsu's L model is nice nice but its heavy :(

haha Hope i get well soon. Gng to slp now. Zzzzzzz

2009-06-09T22:12:00.006+08:00

F and Jh went HK on mon morning! Didnt manage to sms them before they board e plane. But i tried emailing to jh's hotmail cos he say he can use internet access via phone there. haha

took half day leave today to do medical checkup for uni admission. Meet up mom n dad @ je. The clinic assistant is also gng smu. biz n acc double degree. pro gal. I was so disappointed with how she measure my height. I should have asked her to retake again but i didnt. I was never 159 eversince sec1 or 2. Jc2 i was still 161. Surely got something wrong with the measurements. Now im short and fat :(

Medical checkup was alright- fill e container with urine, then wait to see doc. Doc measured blood pressure and also ask me to lie down then hit my stomach LOL then listen to areas around my heart+ back+chest+stomach. Then went over to another clinic to take xray cos they dont provide this service. Thats y it was a little long. The other clinic is congested with ppl so i waited quite long to register. met my parents at 115, reached home at 4 inclusive of lunch hour haha

I was so happy that im able to watch 100% entertainment again but today's one is on xiao tian tian= not nice. Instead, i went to youtube to watch e recent episodes. happen to watch one abt by2.

I went to see this particular MV- wo zhi dao again. Still find the male lead very handsome. Mixture of Joe Cheng and Edison lol http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n96NZwX9rK4&feature=related BUT BUT went to search for profile of this particular guy and found out that he's only handsome in mv. but photos not very nice like the one below.haha im so random

Btw, i still find hsiao hong ren's song nice. But he's not very popular though. Really admire the music he composed. Compare this (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oMVNkyiGhI0&feature=related ) with this (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AyAVVxuzmLc&feature=related) Think he deserves to win :D

My sis started this Mr Men and Little Miss Frenzy only last fri when it starts in May. Guess we wont be able to collect all 10 to win e 60cm plushie. :( still lack of mr strong, ms naughty, mr bump and mr happy. Not happy. :( haha but the small models they made are quite nice. like miss chatterbox :D

Congrats to wenghao, shuquan n hiajing for POPing! haha

2009-06-07T17:09:00.002+08:00

Hello hello :D :D

Im back from sd sports day :) woke up at 6am today!! Super early. I didnt have a good sleep last night. I dreamt that my room has rats and cockroach. I was using those capsules to trap them up. Then i spray insecticide through e hole.they were like moving ard and they tried to escape through e hole. Ahhhhhh I hate cockroach. Super unpleasant dream. In e end, i woke up, went to brush teeth all those then went back to my room and saw real cockroach crawling at the side of my bed. eWwww i was shocked and traumatised by these cockroaches. didnt managed to kill it. =.=

so yah, took mrt to toa payoh. the event is at toa payoh town park. The weather was not too bad :D Initially i was involved in running. but last min i was involved in e 7legged race. our timing improves every round :D asd managed to clinch overall 2nd. but no prize. haha tpsd was the 1st. but their cheer was really good. with a super hyper girl leading e whole team haha.

I'm gonna graduate from asd soon this july. then I'll move on to smusd. But, their manpower seems pathetic. I wonder if i will attend e meetings in future. But on a happier note, mika is the cic there. haha so coincident. haha

anw, angela n yumin are in spsd. I saw them. yumin with her super red hair ahah. I wonder how she's so involved in soka activites when she doesnt have any family members in soka. Admire her spirit. haha

smu's admission fees is $200. There's 1 compulsory camp and 3 compulsory briefings + $18 medical check up at any raffles medical group. Strongly adviced to buy laptops.

Total bill for now is approximately $2218. Hope i'll be able to earn enough to buy e laptop myself. dont wanna add on burden to my parents :X

Is Korea trip still onn??? I wonder

2009-06-07T16:57:00.000+08:00

tagged

1) Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?
♥ Forehead
2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?
♥ Tired
3) Who was the last person you took with ?
♥ you meant talk with? family
4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
♥ No
5) Would you donate blood ?
♥ No
6) Have you ever had a best friend who is the opposite sex ?
♥ Not yet
7) Do you want someone dead ?
♥No
8) What does the last message says ?
♥ you meant sms? have a good rest
9) What are you thinking right now ?
♥ I want to blog abt sd sports day ahha
10) Do you wish someone with you right now ?
♥Maybe..like the male leads of boys over flowers? LOL
) What time you went to bed last night ?
♥ 1am
12) Where did you buy the t-shirt that you're wearing right now ?
♥Its my SA orientation shirt
13) is someone in your mind ?
♥ Cant wait to see boys over flowers next sat
14) Who was the last person you text ?
♥ Shijia
15) 10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO QUIZ.
No thanks
16) Who is 2 having relationship with ?♥ NA
17) Is 3 male or female ?♥ NA
18) if 7 & 6 get together, would it be a good thing ?♥ NA
19) what is 1 studying about ?♥ N A
20) when was the last you had chat with 5 ?♥ NA
21) is 4 single ?♥ NA
22) say something about 2 ?♥ NA
23) what do you think of 3 & 6 being together ?♥ NA
24) what will you do if 6 & 7 fight ?♥ NA
25) do you like 3 ?♥ NA

2009-06-05T23:12:00.002+08:00

Helllooooooo :D

TGIF :D loves weekends!

This week went quite smoothly. Boss took leave on thurs n fri and we were like chatting away. hahha one thing good abt sony is that all the colleagues are NICE NICE :D but if it's a full time job, i dont think the welfare and the opportunities given are sufficient for ppl to advance/promote. They belongs to jap = jap culture = conservative. So in future, perhaps I'll look for american companies if only I become outspoken when i graduate hhaa

Anw, I meet up with CCC yesterday. Had a gre8 chat with them. Super funny conversations. We can actually link up the our future occupations as if we cre8ed a company call C*** C*** Company ahhahaha

I was LATE. Wrong estimation of time. reached jp at 655 lol
Went pizzahut to eat(missssses pizzassss!) and went to coffeebean(initially wanted to drink but too full). Met huizhen n valerie o/s popular. Went home after that.

That day also super happening, cos i found a temp who is of the same age as me. So i took initiative to email her. Hope i dont sound irritating. hahahha she's from nj and gng ntu accountancy. haha she sits soooooo far away from me(she at front door,im at back door) and she's leaving mid june. awww...

Also, today i heard that e 2 ppl who is good at drawing whom i recommend is in for the exhibition as artist. woooo. Cos other dept they want cut cost so decided not to find agency so ask ard if we have frens good at drawing n painting. And so happens that my junior took h1 art so i asked her but she told me h1 only learn theory. so i ask her if she has frens doing h2 and she told her fren and TADA :) did a good deed :D hahaha the pay is nice. $100, 8hrs/day. Only need to draw when their filming. so easy money! So the exhibition will be 2 days at singapore flyer and mediacorp will be filming! sooo big shot. hahaha hope she'll gain good experience from there :D

good news is that, I finally solved the Forecast File Today :D :D cos have to make sure it tallies and i've been spending days on it. BUTBUTBUT on the later of today, they ask me to input the new exchange rate and my files not tally again :( have to go back and see where's e error on mon. =.=

Oh yes, i went running on wed. My mommm is soooo GOOOD! she offered to accompany me. She walk while i run lOL. I ran like 6 rounds ard the small area = abt 3 rounds of stadium = 15mins. Super tired. didn't run for 1 year. confirm fail napfa. In e end i think i kind of going to knock out soon. only recovered like after an hour. I was like going to give up going to give up. but still.. continued. Now my legs aching all over. Hopefuly it'll get better on sun- the actual sports meet. Ha!

Let me go PC show! i Want go experience. But dont think boss allows. :(

2009-06-02T22:26:00.003+08:00

heyeee... im back for an update :D

sun was super tiring. went for the photo shooting session. They help us do makeup n hairdo. Then went in to take photo. The scene is like those model take photo that kind haha. wearing so formal going IMM looks weird.
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I wonder if the photo turns out well. I scare i will look bogay cos of my that "special" tooth. haha that explains e reason why i dont like to smile with my teeth showing.

I wanted to go run in e evening today to prepare for my sun's sports meet. But i kenna OT and stayed to do work instead. Its okay, tml can still run hehehe earned few bucks more to cover my expenses ehehhe

ROAR! Facebook doesnt let me upload photos! urghh

more to update after thurs :D

2009-05-31T12:21:00.002+08:00

heyee :D

had a gooodieee weekend. Had tuition in e morning ytd, went through chemical calculations. She dont seems to get it though. I told her so many times that chemical eqn only tells u e ratio of the no. of mol. and the volume of gas(if e reactants are in gaseous state) but she still take the stoichiometry as the no. of mol. have to drill her with more questions.

Went out in e aftnn to town to trim eyebrow then went to tampines to meet hj and bertha :D its e first time 3 of us went out though. haha envy tampiness ppl. have 3 shopping malls in walking distance. didnt really walked and explore the whole building. not much time also cos we only meet up @ 430. had dinner at ding tai feng and watched movie- monsters vs aliens lOl hilarious at some parts haha. Went to coffeebean aft tt and chatted abt their japan trip haha so wanna go overseas again. but sis cant get leave in june =.= i think I'll have to wait for next year...:(

saw weesheng on e mrt. so coincident haha he went to expo food exhibition. Reached home slightly before 12. haha

later gonna take family portrait. hopefully it turns out well :D

so cool, bertha, xx, kk will be gng smu. BUT, bertha-sch of econs, xx- sch of biz , kk- sch of acc but needs to go army for 2 yrs first = still no frens in same sch as me. haha. Guess everything will start all over again like e time i stepped into SA alone. hopefully i dont meet bad ppl this time in my orientation grp. I dont even know what orientation camps r there, where and when.

2009-05-27T23:23:00.003+08:00

To the contrary of my previous post, I got accepted into SMU sch of accountancy. OMG! I just checked the student portal and it suddenly pop out! but i haven received their letter of offer yet.

so PS, dont give up. They may be putting u on hold while waiting others to reject their offers. :D

2009-05-27T20:39:00.003+08:00

heyeeee :D

back into blogging once again. haha I'm watching hana yori dango now. Looking at e male leads turn me off from watching lOL jap vs korea version. I think Korean version is e most handsome :D But for female lead, i think jap's one is e best cos she looks cute and young. the korean girl looks a little over-aged to be in tt role.

today is such a bad day. was doing some forecast for accounts. Couldnt tally e amt. Soooooo Pek Chek. Sometime i was wondering if its a good thing i didnt get into accounting lOl. thats bad. cos i was looking at how my sis is dng. During peak period (every month), she can reach home at 1am consecutively for a week although e office is just at Jurong east + accountants no OT. only got dinner n taxi claims. lol so i was thinking quite far. Would i really want to stay so late when i work like this in e future? its like so no life. LOL even now when im working i think i got no life alr + in e future got ot = workaholic lOl dunno whether i should appeal or stay as it is. quite lazy to write essay lol

abt my workplace, there's a guy who emailed me one mth ago saying that i look nice even though he just helped me to get my comp fixed. Somemore he looks like someone who wont say that. Ren bu ke mao xiang. not interested though cos he dont look nice/shuai and is a indonesian or philippino etc. lol and i just found out recently that he's in e same office as the cute guy =.=

Mixed feelings whenever i go lvl3 to be postwoman lol. 2 days ago, i was passing things over as usual, then at 1st when i was on e way there, he was at his seat then aft tt i was waiting for the person to end call before i passe thing to her then i look ard and found out he was standing at e corridor there talking to his colleague and talked so long somemore, macham waiting for me to walk pass him. maybe i think too much but Since then, i walked e other way out to avoid walking pass him LOL

sometimes i think having eyecandy sounds stupid at times. think I'll just live normally lol I'm still trying hard to know everyone in my level office. hahaa some are really nice people. they say hi/ smile to me eventhough i didnt talk to them before :D

me and my ugly hair. hopefully it will turn out nice on sun.

Im gng to take part in asd sports day on 7th june =.= couldnt reject them. haixxxxx

2009-05-25T22:18:00.003+08:00

feeellll like blogginggggg. but i dunno what to blog. lOl

random random random. I'm having a thought of putting e blog private or change to livejournal haha reason because, if my boss type my name in google, he'll find my blog. OMG. my blog is so easy to locate. =.= maybe I'll change my name in e profile haha make it more secretive. haha

MY SIS READS MY BLOG =.= she was asking me which cute guy it was. haixxxx maybe i shall be careful with what i blog next time.

I'm having some fashion disaster currently. I think my fashion sense dropped to near 0 lol. why so many ppl say im my sis's elder sis? I look so old =.= Even though im on holiday now, my white hair still popping which is no good. Ppl say i tie hair up looks x10000000 younger than i let my hair down lOl it doesnt matter much now since i just cut my hair with ugly fringe n untie-able hair. Eng getting lousier as well since my workplace all speaks chinese.

On a happier note, i think im getting along well with colleagues just that i kept quiet all e time. cannot blend in at times but i dont mind listening to their conversations. hahha

I look forward to get my 1st pay which is soonn.. this week i suppose. cos my bank money is like decreasing tremendously.

sometimes i feel that im very stingy. Among my jc cliques, im the one earning most, yet im e one that dont treat. Arhhh feel so bad sometimes. Cannot bear to spend e money like that. +.+

Oh yes, about my tuitee, she got 58.5 for chem =.= wanna faint. I taught her so many FAQ and so many keypoints of e topic. Shall look at what went wrong next week when she brings e paper to show me.

Accepted NUS Science alr btw. Mixed feelings. I think i always doubt my capabilities. Am i able to get into honours?

I so hope my family overseas trip will be finalise and not just pure talking n not taking action. Initially wanted it to be on sept since there's a 1 week break from uni schedule BUT my sis said that week is a study week. so it'll be end of june which is impossible cos my sis cant take leave so impromptu. will e overseas trip be a empty promise again? :X . Haix.I've never been overseas for soooooo long. i went australia 10 years ago till now. I want take plane again :D

hopefully there's a chance...

2009-05-23T23:18:00.003+08:00

heyeeee.... another week is here. :D

This week is rather happy n fulfilling. haha Why? cos I wore e new clothes to work and its nice :D :D wear pretty makes me feel happy LOL zilian =.=

Work has been pretty good cos im occupied :D but i made a mistake and caused trouble for my sis to redo the forecast =.= feel so guilty. Oh yes, i spotted a cute guy at lvl 3 lol shall be my motivation to work for the rest of e 2 mths lOL

PC show is coming in june. Hopefully i can go there and participate even though i'll be working at e backend. haha

I've been spending too much on food this week. Dinner at JP ding tai feng @ tues night. luckily , my colleague treated us. the 4 of us ate till like 80 dollars =.= wed, Lunched at JP. How? (Cabbed to JP and cabbed back- taxi fare $12 in total) Ate at lailai. Lu rou Fan. Total cost = $16.60. Fri, ate at IMM chicken rice store($4.90) + cab back to office cos my colleague is sick. Colleague pay for taxi as well.

Went for e haircut on thurs, $30 gone. I realise he only know how to cut one type of fringe. Looks ugly now. =.=

Went to NUS sci open house today alone =.= was quite reluctant to go but still went. Saw sukhveen n mui2, shangyuan, yikcheong n the scholar from our sch in the stats talk. I found someone gng to the same major as me. Muimui :D at least i dont feel so lost now. hehe

I realised i only took less than 30 mins to reach nus from my hse. Thats fast. bus fare- $1.10 which is like cheap cheap. Dont have to worry abt e transportation fees alr haha. And there's direct bus to my workplace cos i may be working part time back at my telemarketing job if its vacant.

Went back home to rest before meeting my clique+ shuquan, kheng kia. Woo not much difference though but they definitely slim down quite abit xcept for hj who became muscular which is good LOL

queued at Aston @ the cathay for dinner. Chatted abit. I found out that we have nothing much to talk about since the girls' life are so boring compared to the guys. Nonetheless, the army stuffs they said are rather interesting n funny too. I dont mind listening to it haha.

THANKS HIAJING FOR E TREAT (cos he was late lOl) :D:D

Wanted to catch a movie but it was FULL =.= went back to PS to check but it was full too =.= we ended up @ starbucks @ PS to chit chat once again. This time rj became clever. she brought decks for us to play :D We ended up sitting @ starbucks from 7+ to 9+ to play games lOL. Played daidee, ugly^3, and Silent HeartATTACK! lOl damn ci ji can. The guys are nice cos they dont dare hit the girls. but it wont be fun. so they started to play mroe normal lOL I was soooo lucky cos i didnt kenna alot :D

Gonna have tuition tml morning and Bao zhong zi in e aftnn, maybe bowling at night after 10 cos its cheaper :D

Oh yes, did i tell u we went bowling last sun at 10pm? we ended up reaching home at 12+ with my whole family. hahaha bowling became our weekly activity LOL. daddy became addicted hahaha

Also, last fri, me n my sis spotted a injured bird at e staircase and we brought it home. We feed it with water and apply medical oil to its wound. It's handicap. so pitiful. On Sun, we tried to apply it again near the kitchen window and it suddenly flew out ( leg still very weak), and it flew to the next door's laundry there and then cannot balance n fall to the 1st floor (since my hse is at 2nd floor). It collapsed on e floor. We dont bear to leave him alone and we went down to bring him up again. In e end, it died after 2 hours. So sad! It was upside down when it died.

RIP birdie. Took this pic when we carry it home on fri.

Hope to meet up with more people SOOONNNN :D:D

2009-05-16T23:37:00.002+08:00

argh. down with flu =.= lol Hopefully its not h1n1. May i get well soon. haha

had a soso week. I seriously think that im spending too much on my lunch. LOL mos burgers, swensons etc. All the fried food contributed to my current state haha.

oh yes, I received nus sci letter alr. like so many datelines to meet, so many things to do for e application. still haven accept it though. wait till i go for e open house next week :D

Shall stay at home to watch jap dramas for this weekend and bowling tml again :D hahaha

2009-05-11T22:34:00.002+08:00

Helloo everyone.

I had a very very nice weekend. Slept very very long. lOL

sat was tuition in e morning. then i slept from 2-630. LOL then at night watch ToGetHer last epi. ending was soso. Look forward to Boys before flowers cos Im lazy to watch online LOL. Caught abit of Guess3 then slept. :D

sun woke up at 12pm! slept like 12 hours LOl. evening went to eat dinner at Mayim @ westmall for motherrs day celebration, then we headed to CSC for bowling!! first time went bowling with my family. haha. It was my dad's first time playing. Super funny. hhaha Had a good laugh at my dad's postures LOl

in e end, as usual, bro's the best. he invested in bowling ball, shoes and many many rounds of games. I didnt reach 100 at all =.= its been ages since i last went to bowl. So glad that everyone enjoyed. but my mom didnt play at all cos she dont want paiseh.

mom n dad went to their fren's parents songkah while me sis n bro continued to play one round then after that, me n sis left, bro's fren joined in with him.

As for today, went to jurong east to have lunch then went to orchard. trim eyebrow at shopped. I wonder why PurPur always have things for us to buy. Spent 75 together with my sis there. Walked ard and bought some dresses as well. Total: 1 Belt, 1 Skirt, 1 Tanktop, 2 Dress.
I think i need top up some T shirt for uni. LOL

went to see doc just now cos i have nose congestion for like a month alr. Because of the new working environment - too many germs in e aircon LOL

so fast 2.6 more mths to go and sch starts.

still waiting for letters...

2009-05-07T20:38:00.003+08:00

Finally received a letter. but its from ntu lol. surprisingly (in a bad way), i got into my 4th choice! Im still feeling neutral. shall wait for nus's one. i doubt there will be any smu letters LOL

Anw, went to listen to syf ytd. SACO did pretty well as compared to previous practices. haha well done :D

only stayed to listen to sa, jj, tj, nj. after that ben was leaving for sci interview while my seniors left after saco. =.= actually i wanted to hear till AM session finish. But too bad....

went off to raffles city to meet the seniors. then kbox in the aftnn from 2-730pm at 10 dollars nett! haha thanks liting for e voucher :D

before that, sat at auntie anne's to chat. listen to their current studies in nus. surprising, all of them were frm nus except 1. I wonder why they are so into korean nowadays. haha

we went to suntec kbox cos seniors say marina's is haunted. the same story i heard from joanna. 2 ppl in the room but the cctv showed 3 so the ppl charge them 3 person's bill. Then they saw the girl ghost. they didnt know its ghost until someone walked pass it. Eeeeerriiiieeeeeee

why is my results so not 3 not 4. Arghh

2009-05-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

Took leave for tml :D all the best for saco!

did my 1st ever OT ( 1 hr only) lOL headed home after that . only managed to get on to the 3rd 188 cos the 2 in front are FULL!

saw this on some website haha

Virgo
There is a reason that this sign is represented by a young female. As Taurus is the stereotype of the dependable male in a relationship, Virgo generally fits the stereotype of the dependable female. Virgo males are often regarded as effeminate even when they are not, but it is these qualities which often make them attractive to women. Virgos are charming, practical, and infinitely interested in the happiness of people around them, especially their mates.

Best Matches:
Taurus, Cancer, Virgo, Scorpio, Capricorn

Worst Matches:
Aries, Sagittarius, Aquarius

I think this is quite true hahaha. No wonder my 2 previous relationship didnt work out. LOL

I think i should look out for taurus guys lOL

2009-05-02T20:20:00.002+08:00

tiring weekend. lOl

I was looking for some shows to watch and i got into this Mei Chan no Shitsuji . It was nice nice!! :D comedy+ romance haha. the male actor was the hana yori's dao ming si lOl girl pretty.

ytd had tuition in e morning. saw my tuitee's elements & compound test. 9/25 ! i was kind of shock. but can't help it cos i didnt really help her revise e topic. she only told me she has a test that week when e tuition ends. =.=

chionged e drama for the whole afternn + warcraft.

today, went back to see co with ABCL(aaron, ben, cindy, liting). It was nice nice :D enjoyed listening to orchestra's pieces :D so hip-py haha i so wanna join them to play but i scare I'll make mistakes. so i just listen only.

helped cello to get familiar with the beats etc. Didnt really help bass. but they're alr really good+ i got no background in bass hahaha

afterwhich, went home with liting :D

my ezlink expired!!!! i thought still can use. stupid china ticket office ppl, told me to top up can alr. when in uni will issue another card, no need buy new one. now my sec sch ezlink card will worth 6.35 dollars! I asked the person if i could keep the card if i refund. she say no. so no choice but to keep it lor. haha

tml have to wake up early again. going hong xin restaurant to have dim sum with my paternal side relatives :D

badminton in e aftnn! :D

2009-04-30T22:30:00.003+08:00

its another public holiday! hoho

Work this week has been fine. I've sort of transferred naturally from control div to business planning div lOl now at my sis's div. so happy now i can ask from 3 ppl to give me work to do. lOL

Actually, changing to this job, time passes faster and i get to hear ppl talk! yes! cos previously, my office only has 2 ppl. now, i have LOTS of colleagues. can get to see ppl walking about. and i get to go around the whole building to be postwoman hahaha.

Lunch is always at the cafe below, the atrium, Creative building or IMM. so many choices! hahah but it depends on how busy my colleagues are. Busy= below cafe. not busy= IMM. hahha

regarding about the uni application, I heard of a couple of ppl (with sci as 1st choice) got the accepted alr. While others like me, are still pending. Thats only 1 possibility. My 1st 2 choice refuse to let go/ undecisive. I told my frens nus business sch sent 2 emails to promote their sch/comparing their sch with ntu and smu, and the last sentence was - if you have friends who have reach the min. requirement(last yr intake) but has yet to apply to nus, please advise them to apply(appeal) before june. This can only tell me one thing. They have less applicants this year, they cant get enough applicants with good grades so they wait and wait till they get their targeted ppl and put US on hold. and accept us when they have no choice. I think im thinking too much but that sounds logical to me lOL

but on a happier note, at least they(1st 2 choice) are considering us haha. guess I'll still have to wait patiently. As for ntu, i think more or less accountancy is out since they didnt call me for interview. haha

ok enough of U applications.

I fell for/ love...

Public Holidays!

this 2 weeks shiok! have labour day and substituted vesak day.

SYF is coming. seems like no one is free to go. Am i really going to go on my own?! NOOo hopefully i will find someone eventually.

Good news! bro finally wanted to buy Wii cos its cheaper now. But i'll have to chip in. Woohooooo WHeeeee Wiiiiii

haha

an update on last week exercise session, gymed and swam. Thanks to zy, Im able to float abit now :D :D

Unexpectedly, this week I didnt have any muscle ache = didnt really cut alot of calories = diet plan failed = next time must swim harder :P

Looking forward to the next exercise session!

2009-04-25T00:41:00.002+08:00

ppl ppl :D :D

Im back after another week again. haha

this week at work, i get to use excel! woohoo. there's a new temp staff as well.

kind of enjoyed learning new stuffs :D

BUT my comp was down the whole of today. so i did filing. Do until super hot and tired. haha. Hopefully I'll finish it asap and wont have to touch it ever again LOl

Super happy for fhsco when they got gold. finally we won band and that means e principal made e wrong choice of supporting band rather than co. LOl (hopefully i wont offend any band members :X)

Oh yes, last weekend play BADMINTON with zy and jh. SOOOOOOOOOO FUNN! we're gonna do SWIMMING this sunday :D

after e badminton session, my muscles were aching for 3 full days. that explains how long I've not been exercising. Thats pretty bad!

Hopefully we'll be able to continue arranging exercise sessions :D

I realised something suddenly.
I need to fully make use of this long holiday instead of just working on weekdays and tuition on weekends. I never enjoyed at all.

So I've decided to commit myself into watching dramas / animes once again:D haha

I've finally finish skipbeat within 3 days, after hearing others talking abt it. Liting has been strongly recommending it as well as my sis. lOl so i watched and it was SWEET! haha well, they shouldnt have just stopped there. So i continued by reading manga to satisfy myself. lOl I finish 139 chaps in 3 days as well :D

Crazy fellow. LOl Next up, I will aim to finish beethoven virus dvd( which my sis bought).

Other than watching dramas, there ain't much things for me to do.

Learn driving (needs $2000 = no money)
Learn Riding Bicycle ( no bicycle for me to practice)
Learn Swimming
Go overseas!! ( provided that my parents tio 4D )

There's a lot of things i want( not need)
- camera
-hp
-laptop ( if uni needs it)
-etc

everything needs money. =.=

Although i hardly spent, I still dont see much money in my bank. LOL I think I've been spending a lot on food. That's y IM getting FATTER. Urgh!

Target 1: to SLIM DOWN. ( to be honest, im over 50 alr. I aim to cut back to 50 LOL)
Target 2: Fully Enjoy This holiday instead of being a $-$ / Workaholic
Target 3: To meet up MY FRIENDS ( pri sch/ccc/jc/co) and wanfong!! Its been the 3rd year since we last went out!
Target 4: To develop all e photos and decorate it :D

Hopefully I'll be able to meet the targets before Sch starts although I still dont know where Im offered a place in. FASTER!

2009-04-17T20:30:00.002+08:00

hello people :D

finally a hectic week is over. damn shag now.

this week is the first week im working on my own. Cos the previous temp left alr. i was asking them for things to let me do everyday LOL

mon tues was all like this.

tues after work, went to orchard to trim eyebrow, then headed to cityhall to help sis collect her shirt bought for her convocation day. before that, i went to take a walk to smu sch of acc to make sure i wont get lost on fri and also to see how long it takes to walk there. It was super not on the way to collect my sis shirt. She's super mafan.

Okay, so i went to the st. andrew's catheral exit @ city hall and walk straight all the way. and i reached! it look stupid for me to really literally turn back to city hall mrt. so i walked a big round ard sch of business, then walk straight to chijmes and there, i reach raffles city. :D i wanted to walk to suntec straight. but when i saw e suntec tower which was soo ooo far away, i decided to walk back raffles city to use e underpass. lOL

in e end, next day i was sick. head super pain. took mc and ate 2 panadols. had a slp again till 1pm. its been so long since i last slept tilll aftnn! I recovered immediately lOL play warcraft for the whole of that day LOL

thurs was my sis convo day. took half day leave. we bought her a big bouquet of flower. spent e whole day watching her taking photos non stop. reached home only @ 8pm when the thing starts at 3pm. super tiring.

today, took half day leave again. went for e interview. reached at 230. sat at e ground floor while waiting for time to pass. then a girl came over. she looks mature ( with makeups) and a gucci bag lOl dont look like our age but she's our age. :X

then the person called me and ask me where im. I told him im at e ground floor, he say can come up alr.

so just gave him all e docs to make copies. there was 2 ppl there alr. 3 more came after that. i went in. i was the next! that's fast. i was lucky enough to get to interview room A with 2 lady :D
the prof was nice. but she didnt really ask qns. more of listening. it was the student who kept asking qns.

1st qns : how often do you practice ur cello?
2nd: are you working now? as what?
3rd: what do you think are the qualities of a team player?
4th: if you were in a group doing proj and 2 of ur teammates happen to have conflicts what will u do?
5th: why did u choose accountancy?
6th: can you talk about your views on the current economy?
7th: do you have any qns?

my interview ended after that. i can only say i did average. still kind of nervous lOL. my interview last within 10 mins lol. shall let nature take its course.

shall end my post with

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POHSIN!

2009-04-11T17:48:00.004+08:00

hello hello.

I went missing for 10 days. paiseh LOL.

anw, I'm at SONY now :D working at my sister's department but different division. Mine's under credit control while hers is business planning. All accounts related. My team's leader went to give birth alr. She gave birth to a baby boy on zy's bdae haha. will be back mid july. Meanwhile, office only left 2 ppl in credit control. My colleague very stressed up.

For the past 1 week, I've been asking ppl to let me do stuffs. haha Did filing! everyday can see me at e cabinet there LOL. then i took the initiative to do file directory cos the files are everywhere. And that day my department quite busy. dont dare to disturb them haha.

Last weekend was rather packed. Went out with "3frens" last fri. saw brian, sec 1/2 classmates. Sat- went out with ben n yg to shop. in e end bought nothing. went to eat icecream after that lol at night went to 07s05 class outing. went to the ulu centre with all e lan shops and arcades again. saw odac ppl there. Then after that they wanted to sit and chill. but area outside spindelli is quite warm. so we went to subway at heerens. after that, they wanted to drink alcoholic drks. so we went off to the kopitiam with botak jones near cine. in e end, cant get any alcohol and its late so my clique went home. I've been wanderign ard orchard that day. met yg n ben at far east, walked from far east to shaw house to wheelock to centrepoint for icecream LOL den after that they accompanied me to dhoby (walked again) to meet my classmates and they took bus to bugis after that. Whereas for me, met up with classmates, walked to the cathay to check movie timings, walked to the ulu mall, then they decided to go heerens ( which is from dhoby back to somerset). i nearly fainted cos i was wearing heels. lOL but nice bertha asked them to take bus instead just for me :D so alighted at youthpark and walked to cine to heerens, back to cine and kopitiam and bus-ed home. walk from interchange to home. Super long dist. my foot was numb when i get home lOL

Sun- went out for SACO outing. we went to cathay again. i was late cos of tuition. got delayed. then meet them at basement. then went up to aston to queue. had a good laugh at hj's zilian's photo :P anw he's gng army today with wenghao as well. all the best! haha the fries is not bad. i would prefer if they added more powder hahaha

went to cityhall to meet parents+ sis after that, then know that e restaurant not at raffles city, its at tanjong pagar area. took mrt to tanjong and met up with bro. He brought us there. its a teochew restaurant. After that walke to raffles mrt. passed by bro's office. saw 2 rats on e way. ewww. home sweet home after that.

went out with CCC ytd to watch Confessions of a shopaholic. Finally~! The movie was nice nice nice. very funny also haha. enjoyed e whole session. before that we walked from the cathay to cineleisure lol. went to have high tea at NYDC while waiting for show to start. Had mudpies. Sweet. Were talking abt random topics like what's our gift for each other for our past few birthdays lOL

went for movie after that. Dinner-ed at ajisen @ taka. the shop has some sewage smell. eww. they went for drinks after that while me n joanna headed home :D oh yes. i saw diana on mrt(our reaction super funny lOL cos we stood at mrt there very long alr. den i alighting soon so i turn. then saw her then both of us EHhh! lol then i told her jh was there too lol), saw junhong at heerens (i really didnt know he was there, hope he dont feel that i dao-ed him lOL), saw cherlene @ taka-zara(i called her 2 times then she realised its me lOL) :D met so many ppl hoho

sis convacation on this coming thurs ; smu acc interview this coming fri! I wonder how I'll fare. (applied for 2 half day leaves LOl)

2009-04-01T20:31:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!!

after tues, i feel so carefree! :D mon i was super vex cos sony couldnt gave me an ans whether im confirm. for the lg side, i feel very bad cos i keep delaying. But luckily, sony called me on tues morning and tada! felt relieved. it was my last day of work also. Ended work 1 hr earlier. feel super guilty. didnt had my last lunch with boss. cos some old ppl put their belongings on e seat. so boss sat at e other table. I asked my colleague if he knew that day was my last day. He said: now u said, so i know. LOL my boss didnt tell him. omgness.

Anyway, today reported to sony. I feel like i slacked through the whole day. feel damn bad. But cant help it. like nothing much for me to do also. haix. HR gave me e access pass with my photo on it. soooo ugly. I seriously cannot take photo using flash. not photogenic at all.

Hope tml will be a better day. This weekend will be a super busy weekend once again. sat- s05 outing, sun- CO outing + dad bdae celebration :D

2009-03-29T14:58:00.002+08:00

some random pics Lol

this is my desk in office :D

leaves without chlorophyll lOl

not sure if i posted b4. took this on e day to ms wong's wedding

took this during CNY. with my cousinss, girls only. our 1st photo over 18years. the 4 of them married alr. their children is just a few years younger than me! haha the one in pink is also my cousin. 3 years older than me. we used to be very close. now not so. ahaa

i was looking for pics to upload on fb. but it seems that i hardly take any photos nowadays and some are quite ugly hahaha

2009-03-28T15:57:00.002+08:00

Heyyeee

im back to blog. haha

Last weekend was quite happening. Sun, we had CCC outing= bdae celebration for felicia. haha We went kuriya @ raffles city, next to ding tai feng haha. the restaurant super empty. For food pics, refer to jiahong's blog hehe. Then after that we walked ard marina square and decided to settle at anderson ice cream. Chatted abit then their bf came and gave surprises haha. After that, we changed seats and let them go walk ard first. after that, me j and jh also walked ard while ziyi left early. Went to kbox after that. Its been sooo long since my last visit. the last time i went was with my seniors. Quite cheap now cos they having promotion. 7pm till closure @ 13+ nett. haha took taxi home after that cos it was 11+ alr, scare i reach jurong east no more mrt to change and j also quite tired.

Missed tian cai cong cong cong. lOl but its alright. had lots of fun! Sing sing and SING! :D

I'm really changing job like very very soon. next week. Yunguan recommended a job to me = to replace tianwei. Today went for interview. The area that i'll be working will be like singtel shop. hha Customer service front desk. so its like have to ans to their qns, see what they want to repair, how much it will be etc. I wonder if I'll be able to cope with the parts that customer mentioned there's prob. But it'll be good to meet alll types of ppl each day. The bad thing is, u'll have to see them face-to-face and handle all e sudden situations immediately compared to what im doing now, still can say hold on and ask my colleague to attend to him LOL.

But im currently in a dilemma. Sis's co. may be hiring temp to take over the expectant. Its working in e accounts department. I so wanna work there to try accounting and I may have better things to say if i happen to get called for accountancy interview. But the prob is, there's sstill no fix ans yet.

LG vs Sony.
LG - got a lot of things to keep u occupied, won't have to stone there, a lot of things to learn, 5.5days/week
Sony- very near my hse, good pay, BUT not confirm cos HR haven't call me, 5days/week

LG ask me to giv ans ASAP cos tianwei wants a break bfore he goes army lol

my mom told me to giv LG a try since im so introvert. Actually i dont mind both. Mon, i should be able to giv a reply.

I think im getting older everyday. So much things to worry about. At 1st is get results, 2nd is choose course, 3rd is submit application and now is change job! haha

I feel so bad for quitting my current job. Boss is sooo nice but hardly any chances to learn new things.

2009-03-26T13:50:00.003+08:00

I was doing my last bit on smu application and did some embarrassing things.

Ytd i submitted e application form. So i wanted to print e checklist summary but the page was ERROR, showing some html codes. So i kind of panick. I try to send email to smu admission office to tell them about it. Just before i send, i login again to see if the same thing happens. Luckily, it was okay alr! haha Whew~ if not really malu

Then during lunch break which is now, I went to post office to weigh my envelope to buy stamp for it. The person told me 50cents. like waiting for me to pay. then i was wondering where is e stamp? so I ask her , can I buy e stamp. She say ya. must buy one booklet. so i was wondering to myself, the 1 booklet one i tot nv say 50cents, only for those normal mail? After i paid, she finally took out the 50cents stamp and i realised i bought e stamp booklet for nothing. =.= wasted my $2.55 lol

then i proceeded to AXS machine to pay for e application thingy. Super duper stress cos got a queue behind me. Its my 1st time using AXS machine! So okay, i followed e steps as shown in e smu website. And submission completed. But i couldnt find the receipt although i saw the receipt hole. And i dun wanna malu stand there so i just walked off. There goes my receipt. Hopefully smu receives it . if not i waste my 15 dollars. Smu should put better quality photos for axs guidelines. arghhh

Finally done for all 3 schools. Dont have to worry anymore! Weeeee!

2009-03-25T13:25:00.002+08:00

hello! I'm having my lunch break now. haha I have a strategy to eat fast after 3 months haha. Some guidelines would be
- no boiling hot food eg soups
- get lesser portions for eg mixed rice, call e person to put less rice.
- queue foods that has no queue! haha so you can go back and eat first.

Haha no.1 is e most important. i managed to finished 1st today.LOL me and my lunchtime story. haha

Ytd was a very unhappy day for me. I was hoping that i could finish e smu 300 words thing so that i could mail it over asap. So, i finished writing e 300 words and asked my sis to help me to vet. in e end, arghh... She say until my essay was like shyt. Gave me those look which u feel like beating her. lOl So after that, bro came home with a tired face. I told him " gor, tml can help me print e smu application slip in ur office?" he says I thought i help u print alr? I told him- the previous one is the nus one. Then he say Ni bu hui zi ji zai office print ah? Ask your boss will die issit?

The reason y i dun wanna ask is that, My job doesnt need to print anything at all. And, im quitting soon... so its like making use of their resources, so i dont wanna do that. urgh. So in e end i broke down and cried hard.

Ask them help like so difficult like that. urgh.

Shall update happier stuffs on my next post. back to work!

2009-03-20T11:12:00.000+08:00

AHhhhhhhhhh.. Super vexed this week. (white hair all pop up)

Cos i set a dateline for myself - to start/finish applying this weekend.

Im so not confident of myself. I keep thinking of being rejected by business.

I'm stucked with SCI, ENGINEERING and MATHS!

NUS most prob SCI will be my 3rd choice. But really dont know what to choose after that

I've been asking my colleague for advice. Almost every lunch time also ask him. LOL tues i asked him about Stats or Applied Maths. wed i asked him psychology or Science. but his info abit outdated cos he graduated 10 years ago. lol

Finally make a decision ytd night. which uni i go will depend on which course they offer me. hahaha My results is like neither here nor there. So ma fan.

Have to prepare the at most 300 words about my cca for SMU. their form really got quite a bit to fill up compared to NUS, all filled for us alr. Somemore smu's form cannot make changes. once u submit means thats it. Still have to go down to giv them all the supporting documents.

I so wanna change job soon. Sent a couple of resumes but non got news lol. I dont want to waste my holiday,stuck at one job only. Any ppl got lobang must tell me

2009-03-16T17:49:00.002+08:00

Office is a nice place to sleep due to e stong aircon! haha i tried resting my head on e chair for 5mins. nearly fell asleep lol

Anw, today my colleague is sick. This time round, he informed me. Guess, he's not that bad afterall. Maybe fri he was very sick. I won't know anyway. haha

Sometime i was wondering, will my colleague and boss read my blog? haha i dont think they'll be so bo liao to go google for my name I guess and I hope so. If not, they'll read my blog and know what im dng in office. Opps!

Haha. ytd was a super tiring day. Woke up at 9 to prepare for tuition. in e end she called and postponed it to 11. So no choice. went to bathe first since we're gng out to eat. So after tuition, headed to vivo hei se hui! Nice dimsum! esp cheechongfen. haha Then went to harbour front centre to walk. And we spot a cheapo shop. everything is below 20. lOl but the thing is, we cant try e clothes, but we can wear over our clothes to try. in e end, i bought 3 clothes for $34 only. haha

Went to OG after that to buy my papa's polo . haha then ate at e hawker there. then went home. waited for taxi. Wait for 30mins. there's a old man sot one. keep touching ppl and talk to himself. eeee anw. reached home to watch chong chong chong. the new part not so nice leh. not funny one. haix.

Im going off now! back to home! haha

2009-03-15T13:36:00.002+08:00

Hello people! =D super duper tiring weekend.

Fri- reached e office. Was wondering- eh? I'm earlier than my colleague? usually he's quite early.
So as usual, 1st hour will be looking which co. i can call. Since colleague not here, slack abit. check mail etc. In e end 10+ still not here. So i was thinking, he should be outstationed. Then came a call looking for him. I say he's not in yet, mayb will come back at ard 2-3pm. The person asked he's not on leave hor? I say i think so lOL

In e end, another person called, then say will call his hp instead. So after that, i sms my colleague to double check what time he'll be coming back. Then told him that 2 person looked for him. and asked if its okay if i call them to call his hp instead. In e end, he just replied " I won't be in office today" I was like errrh.. Sounded so Dao. Then i asked him if he's on leave or is he outstationed. So, is it okay if i asked them to send you an email instead. He reply " i'm on leave today". Another short reply. like super dao. But anw, I still sounded friendly. May be he's really sick. But i have no idea whether he's on leave or on MC. lol

So the office is empty! boss is on leave as well. I think he needs to prepare e meeting materials for HK meeting. But he's still working at home. so like no diff haha. Like 24 hours dedicate to e co. haha

The feeling alone was good. I feel more free and easy. Was reading e brightsparks forum when im bored. Super demoralising. I was wondering should i still go for business?

Anw, dapao lunched. ate mixed rice. Super full. they gave e rice serving macham its free like that. Had curry chicken, potato slices and cai bo neng. hahaha nice. but Super duper full and quite spicy also.

After work went to jp to meet ccc. Didnt know zy n j will be late hahha. so jh is e first to reach followed by me n f. haha Went to new york new york to eat. ate the 607. 1 whole spring chicken. LOL it tastes as nice as the billy bombers one :D

Super duper full again. Went over to meet them at jp entrance. Supposed to buy chicken rice. Didnt know it was right infront of us. in e end we walk one whole round. Sorry jh!

Then went off to ps's house. Talked abit. Then after that drank my first cup of alcohol. 6% only lOl just feel abit of hot on e way home. haha Super duper tired aft tt. Bathed, talked to mom and slept at 1+

next morning, woke up at 8+ cos of my sis! tuition lor. no choice cos they using our room. then after that, check bus guide all those. then bathe, ate heavy breakfast and rush off to NUS.

in e end the bus stop i referring to wasnt what they interpreted. LOL meet at e entrance instead.
Went to sci talk with hj rj bene. only half e talk was useful. The rest is like saying all those top scholars things. how the top few percent got e chance to go other country's top uni to study and get phd.

stayed for engineering talk. Then went to e hall upstairs to get all e brochures. Then went down to see all e cca things. then went to see e food fair. then went to subway. then took 95 to buona vista and went to NTU. NTU's is much much better than NUS in terms of the arrangement they provide for open house. There's better bags, free transport, air con rooms for most of the exhibits, campus tours etc Spoke to the mathematical sci prof to clear some of my doubts. I think i'll choose maths & econs as one of my top few choices. First time go ntu, feel quite relieved as it wasnt as bad as people says, i thought. Many says its ulu, its old. Actually i feel that its quite ok. most of e buildings are renovated- as new as NUS/ newer than NUS. hahah

Hostels maybe some are old. but the aircon ones are like condo LOL. But i dont intend to stay there if i really go ntu since its quite near. haha

rushed home after that to put all e goodie bags and ran to e bustop to take e 189. MEet pri sch mates! in e end 8 turned up haha. not bad lah. Quite fun also haha

we went sakura at clementi woods. first time go there. Its a building by itself. but e bad thing is that you'll have to climb 3 floors to make payment first before going down to eat. haha

food was nice! quite worth it. better than e one at kbox haha. cos kbox quite limited.

Went home after that.

Super sinful after to days of big meals. Im gonna have another later @ vivo hei se hui. gonna eat dimsum LOL

Fattening. Jio me go exercise pls!

2009-03-12T14:26:00.002+08:00

this week soooo tiring. Mentally drained. Anw, ytd colleagues having conf call. So i didnt have to call other co. They had e call from 2pm-430pm. I was like... Slacking throughout. like i said, all e list i have typed inside alr. so except for calling, there's practically nothing to do! haha i was like going toilet... refill water... eat snacks. LOl then stone in front of comp. act like im doing sth.

After e call finish, boss was like saying, sorry, took your time etc. I feel very guilty =.= where got a boss say sry to employee de. Somemore this is e 2nd time alr. errrhh

now im slacking again. Doing sth which needs to be done b4 tml. haha

looked at ps blog. About Food. Tell u ah, Morning, i can eat 2 slice of bread + milo at ard 720am. At 11am, Im hungry again. Stomach start making stupid sound. That's y, i will bring one more slice of bread to work. LOL so lunch will be ard 1230pm. Then... 5pm, im hungry again. LOL keep eating and eating. As a result, i gained 3 kg eversince i start working. =.= No exercise somemore. I guess i'll just continue to get fatter.

These 2 days lunch sianz. I eat damn slow again compared to my colleagues. ytd i ate fish ball noodle cos i was damn cold in e office. In e end, cos e soup was really hot, i ended up e last to finish. I wonder how my boss can finish his boiling hot prawn noodle before me! haha

today, i ordered economic noodle + toufu, fish nuggets, fishcake. Tell u ah... all the additional things i added are so hard to chew. cos it was cold alr. In e end, I finished e last. Boss ate wu xiang also faster than me. Haizzzz

I think i'll have to do something with my eating speed, if not i'll just let them go first and enjoy e food myself hahaha

2009-03-11T09:22:00.003+08:00

Hello! cy is slacking in e office again. Colleague are out for meeting.

Anw, 3 pics to show u.

Rainbow i saw @ vivo last last sunday LOl
And yes, i haven shown u some views from my office

Thats e kindergarden. the kids soooo cute. but i seldom see them. lOl they only come out to play at ard 10.30am hha

The tall tall building is DSTA. the orange building is the bt merah swimming pool which is closed for quite long alr. Nothing special.

Yes, i didnt blog for quite long alr.

Lets talk about... last week. friday is like e big day. Boss super funny. he smsed me 12+pm and asked me how's my result. Im not even in school yet hahha

Went to sch and was late 5 mins. Opps. stupid bus make me wait for 20mins at e bustop. Then after that announce e top scorers/all rounders. then queue to take results. I was one of e last few to collect! when i saw e results. I feel nothing acutally. but my hand was shaking. LOL feels kind of disappointed but still my results are acceptable. Still got a lot of choices to let me choose from.

Called home to inform my parents about my result. My mom was saying "very good ah. Im satisfied alr. "But, im hoping for a grade higher lah haha. anyway, after that went off to vivo alr. on e way sis called. Keep pouring cold water. Don't like her.

Btw, actually my mom heard wrongly that my GP got B lol that's y she's so happy. =.= Cos on e phone B and D sounds very alike mah. So she told sis and bro. Sis dont believe that i got a B so she called me. In e end e wu hui was cleared when i reached home at night. and the reaction was "Chey" lol So in e end they think my results are soso. lol

At vivo, lunched at BK, watched Watchmen after that. The movie is 3 hours long!!! We didnt know that. The front part i almost fall asleep. After that still alright. but i couldnt catch some parts.

Ate at the mussels sth shop. The food i ordered was Eww. Not nice. Its call Grilled chicken with fragrant rice and wild mushroom sauce i suppose. It tastes like chicken rice. chicken dont look grilled. The sauce is terrible lol so i try not to eat the sauce part. haha not worth it.

Then went home after tt cos its 10+ alr.

Sat, acc sis to facial. Then shopped ard far east. We only bought clothes at purpur. LOL quite a no. of shop are having sales now. but have to head home for dinner. so didnt walked ard much. only the ground floor.

Sun, stayed at home throughout! slack! kind of disappointed tt e tuitee prefer my sis than me. awww.

this week quite plain. No mood to work also. The list I've type finish alr. No more new entries for me to call. only old ones. =.=

looking forward to this weekend. Should be quite busy.

2009-03-10T21:41:00.000+08:00

stay tune. I'll be blogging tml morning :D

2009-03-04T13:41:00.000+08:00

currently using last 10 mins of my break to talk.

Last weekend was soooooo tiring. I have no idea why. I stay at home for e whole of sat. Slept till 12pm. woke up, eat, watch tv, then go soka sd anni, then go home, then watch tv till 1am LOL Really love to watch Guess3 but its so late at night! haha Soka anni was okay. just that i was alone throughout. Bored.

Sun, had tuition. My tuitee has trouble with logarithm and indices basic laws. [ 2x5^x= 10^x] lol get what i mean? yeah. told her quite a no. of times but she still make this mistake.

watch some ariel lin videos at youtube after that, then went out with rj hj. I was first to reach again. LOl I already tried to slow down, to walk out of house later but in e end i still managed to get there 5 mins earlier. haha mrt was damn crowded. There's this ang moh who stood in front of me .Then his bagpack very ding deh. opps! haha saw e prom king nominee guy from s04 at dover. Botak alr. haha

Anw, saw hj and he was sick. You shld have told us that, den we dont have to come out. Cos lt also backed out. haha walked ard, bought icecream cos its anniversary thing then quite cheap. First time eating it. not super nice, it taste like a lot of water is added into it. LOl

then walk ard, settled at soup house. Drank some mushroom soup from rj. Not bad. Talked until we left at ard 5+.

Went off to vivo to meet family. I didnt know bro was there alr. so i was walking alone. and ah ha! i saw rainbow! shall put e pic up some other day. but it wasnt as nice as e one on thurs. hah

went marche to eat dinner cos bro got his bonus so treat us. haha I took mushroom soup again. It wasnt very nice. too creamy i guess. dont suit my tastebuds. haha

Alright. Had a super full dinner there. I like e roasted Chicken! haha

went home after that and caught Tian Cai Chong Chong Chong. kind of boring. cos we missed 1 hr of it. haha

Work has been getting boring n boring. lunched with colleagues, had to eat fast fast. will get indigestion one leh hahhaha

had fire drill today. kind of stupid. attendance was bad.

friday is so going to come soon. Not sure to be excited or nervous. haha

2009-02-28T00:29:00.003+08:00

Today is such a eventful day. Did a couple of embarrassing things.

Today, i had to reach work at 930 instead of 9 cos Im leaving at 530 instead of 6. yah... boss say 1 hr easier to count. haha

So its like, not really used to e bus timing. So...boarded a single deck bus. stupid driver. I was keeping my ezlink card and wasnt holding on to anything then e driver brake. Luckily i managed to grab something but i still lean abit on e lady beside me. so paiseh.

After that at jurong there... The bus driver Brake until like its gonna crush on the other car like that. I slided down for about half e dist of a seat. haha damn paiseh also. What an unlucky day.

Ok, i managed to reached my workplace at 925. lOl lucky. BUT, when i press for e lift, i went in, then suddenly it closed and kiapped me LOL the lift dunno hit my watch or bottle, then quite loud. I think e security guard heard it LOL. embarrassing.

So work as usual. until about...12, boss went to fetch big boss at hotel. So.. hmm... actually before that, my colleague is facing some prob in e softwares so needs time to resolve it. So when boss came back, intro-ed us to big boss, then boss wanted to buy drinks for big boss but he says its okay, so both of them go buy drinks together while waiting for colleague to finish his tasks.

So ard 1 hr later, boss called back to ask us to go lunch together. BUT, colleague still stuck with e error thingy, so couldnt go with us. So i meet up two bosses at Surbana 1, then went to carpark. (I really dunno where they are going) then boss drove us to........safra-mount faber. Omg, we're eating at Restaurant. Im like some suaku bringing wallet along. ewww

the restaurant was spacious BUT EMPTY. lol we're like e only ones there except for some ppl who's in vip room.

Boss ordered Some set meals. around 6 dishes, all per pax amount. We had cold dish first. As you know, im super picky. but have to act act, so everything eat abit. LOL the cold-dish has some mushroom alike stuff cooked with CHILLI, then has fried fish i suppose and some vege like thingy tastes like tomato sauce. Luckily all of them are acceptable. haha

Then next dish, TOM YAM SOUP. I nearly fainted when i see this. Cos i nv tried and dont dare to try also. In e end tasted it. Sweet, sour, Spicy. Luckily still acceptable. But i dont really like the dominating tomato taste. There's fish, sotong and prawn in it. I was thinking how should i eat e prawn. Luckily the prawn is with e shell removed.

Next up, STEAMED PRAWNS. I really feel like dying. LOL everyone is served with 2 prawns, both with shells. I was wondering should i use hand to remove e shell? So i waited for someone to start eating first. Boss was e first one. He used Fork and Knife. This has never come across my mind. I tot he would use chopsticks. I was like " OMG, how to use fork and knife?" (talking to myself) haha then I still attempt to use it. Praying hard that e prawn wont fly out. I use e fork poke a hole LOL then use knife to remove e shell. But i can only do that for e top part. Cos bottom part very hard. So i very pekchek, i decided to just eat it and use my mouth to filter the shell LOL In e end, i failed terribly. Didnt really eat until very clean and the plate was quite messed up. So damn paiseh can. I think i seriously need to learn the art of Knife and Fork. haha

Next was Broccoli. lucky it wasnt other vege. Cos I eat cauliflower(this spelling?) so basically, broccoli=green version of cauliflower LOl taste okay. vege taste not strong haha.

Then it was Yi Mian. Quite nice. Haha

Finally desert- Mango pudding with whip cream on top. Nice!

Super weird n embarrassing eating with 2 bosses. and im a part timer only. =.= poor colleague didnt have e kou fu to eat that. I think the atmosphere will be better if my colleague is there... at least not so stress - boss n big boss.

boss dropped me near office and send big boss back to hotel. haha

Went back and saw colleague still doing then i just commented " Still not done yet ah?" he didnt reply me.

Then i went back to my seat, thinking abt " do i sound very juai? Did my qns has hidden meanings - like i eat finish alr, he's still not done; i get to eat big feast but he don't " I really dont want him to get e wrong idea. I meant nothing. Just wanna find out if e prob has resolved only mah. So i asked him if he has eaten and whether he needs me to help him takeaway. Then he replied " ni ren zhen hao" LOL damn funny. So i asked him what he wanna eat den he gave me money i go da pao lo haha. At least, i felt better after that. I really dont like ppl to mistook me as someone bad.

basically, i really dunno how to communicate with colleague. Sometimes i can see that he should be someone whom u can joke with, not so quiet. But yea, just don't know how to really talk to him. Cos we're backfacing each other u see... so ... just really weird especially when I pangseh him to eat lunch with lt. Feel quite bad but i think he also wont want to eat with us. Just like what ziyi said- convenient friend. Feel damn bad abt it. Cos today is LT's last day of work. So from next week onwards, I'll have to have lunch with boss n colleague once again = must eat fast fast, queue for food with short queues = let them wait for me to finish my food = shorter breaks.

Really hope that things go well in terms of socialising. I dont want ppl label me as DAO. Im really not, just dunno how to react/ ans/ reply to them.

Enough of interesting things @ work. haha

Went back saco today. Wooo, co room is kind of filled haha. i think that e new conductor is not a perfectionist. I think there's still lots of room for improvement. Actually wanna go teach e juniors de. but they slack behind to talk. So.. aiya. suan le LOL

then had dinner with yg,lt @ dhoby Burger king. Had a good chat. Went home after that. So much things to tell my mom today which is e things i mentioned earlier haha. PRAWN STORY lol. the more i think of it, the more embarrassing it is.

HA!

2009-02-24T22:55:00.002+08:00

blogblog. Lol my visitors are getting lesser/quieter lOl everybody is busy with their work haha

ehh. these 2 days colleague went out to give training, so left me n boss in office. I would prefer colleague than boss though cos no one will be watching me indirectly LOL but then, boss seems to be more friendly than colleague. LOL who is better? haha

today kind of talk to boss rgdin school, uni etc. He says accountancy is good. he says smu is good. haha but ... i dont think i can get into smu/ can adapt to smu style. Errrr..... but acc shall remain one of my top few choices if i get good grades lah. hhaha

anw, hearing from what boss says abt his sons, i think he's a good daddy. haha He really dote on his children haha.

big boss from HK is coming to visit our office this fri. Soooo worried. LOL i scare he sit e table beside me and supervise.

also, i intend to go back saco. but big boss coming, i wonder if i can leave earlier. hahaha

2009-02-23T15:02:00.002+08:00

hmm.. im feeling bad now. my motivation to work dropped to 5% lol. basically im calling all e ones that forever dont ans e phone lOl. So its like, its harder and harder to arrange meetings for boss to go. Feel bad cos even though there's people who agree on meeting for a demo, they aren't very interested in it. How?!

I so wanna teach maths tuition. I dont like to teach sciences LOL hopefully my sis will get more lobang and passed down to me haha.

nothing much to update alr Lol

2009-02-20T23:28:00.003+08:00

hello!! finally im blogging at home. haha

Today work was fine. I thought i would be able to slack in e morning, but my colleague suddenly told my boss that he has something to do and cant go meeting with him. Aww, im so disappointed.

What's worst is that, i had blocked nose, then when i talk got those bi ying LOL cannot breathe can... still have to talk and use mouth breathe at e same time. super uncomfortable. haha

But after lunch, I'm okay alr haha. My voice is e most impt thing for my job. haha I really dont know how much more appointments i can make. I'm gonna finish calling e whole customer database soon. Hopefully I'll get to see e co. clinch one deal before i leave. [ I'm still trying hard to find direct employers LOL but i feel very bad if i found a job n quit e job. Haixxx]

had a good chat with liting during lunch today. I was telling her how much i missed pri sch after meeting them last week. I can still recall e times i participated in badminton competition, Peace hse sports day. Also, the fun times we had for post PSLE. haha Love e times studying in container. Loves playing uno with huge group of ppl, in e end kanna scolded cos we were too noisy hahaha. Pri sch is soooooo relaxing! so memorable.

I'm looking forward to e outing hahha It will be successful this time! :D

liting's gonna quit after this month. I'll be alone again. Feels kind of bad ( xi xing yan jiu) , like making use of my colleagues to have lunch with me. Hope they dont feel this way. =D

2009-02-19T10:28:00.002+08:00

i realised this is my 401st post. LOL

anw, my co. blacked out just now. hahaha but no one is in e office 0.0

2009-02-17T22:21:00.001+08:00

read up one of my fren's blog and saw this

uni intake for each course in year 2008. Shocking!
NTU
http://www3.ntu.edu.sg/oad2/pdfs/COP.pdf
NUS
http://admissions.nus.edu.sg/sprogramme-igp.html

2009-02-17T15:02:00.003+08:00

eventful weekend i should say.

Work is as usual, didnt have a chance to blog until today LOL colleague took half day leave while mgr, went meeting.

sat is vday! haha spent it with friends-hj,rrj,cindy. Hey, its int. frenship day also k haha. Goodieee...
supposed to meet up at 1045am @ suntec open area for NTU talk. BUT, both of them were late. Waited for them for ard 20 mins there alone.

after that, went to e talk, were full, took some brochures and went to have early lunch at pepperlunch. had a good catch up with them. Cindy joined us after that. haha Then went back to e talk, then after that acc cindy for lunch @ swensons. then went back for business talk, then went for a drink @ starbucks. Went shopping after that, then cindy left, we 3 went for dinner.

the talk at least i get to hear some things. really must decide properly on e courses i want in uni. Not sure if i would want to take up accountancy cos those 2 misconceptions they mentioned are what im thinking LOL

reached home at 9+pm

sun, woke up quite late. ard 12 LOL finally had some good slp but i woke up at 9 and shift to my mom's room floor to slp. Pathetic can, all becos of sis's tuition. After that, insurance agent came to settle on e policies thing, then i had my tuition at 2pm. Generally fine, but i keep delaying her for e lesson.opps

in e midst of e lesson, took out hp to see, realised that jordan passed away. shocking news.

meet up with G4 minus jingni to go together. Meet up ade,bridgitte,jason,ben,jh, diana, celest, siewmin there. Stayed ard 10+ then went home with jh since we are heading e same way.

really unexpected, but glad to see that his mom is quite alright alr. Hope everything is alright for his family.

14march shall be the next 6cc outing~